Finding himself

Sorry but i need you

Jimin had walked around enjoying the freedom of not being watched. He needed to think over what had happened earlier. Why was Jungkook acting like this? He never noticed him before? Jungkook never did things without a reason but Jimin wasn't sure what it was. The fact was he had enjoyed it and had wanted more but it hadn't been the time or place. Was Jungkook just playing with him? Seeing what he would let him do? Was he hellbent on taking his virginity? Jimin felt so confused, he sat in a burger bar and ate then walked around looking into the open late night shops, eventually realising it was late he caught a taxi to the villa.
It was quiet when he got there, it looked like everyone had turned in.
He quietly made his way to the kitchen for some water but nearly jumped out of his skin when a figure loomed up in front of him.
"Well, well look who's returned"
"Shit! You scared me Kookie!"
"What have you been doing Jiminshi?"
"Not much"
"You been showing this body of to others?"
"What? Kookie you've been drinking!"
"Don't change the subject, why did you go out on your own?"
Jimin didn't want to tell him his thoughts so he lied,
"I wanted to shop,"
"Your lying Jiminshi, did you meet up with someone? Tell me!"
Jungkook slammed Jimin against a wall, smashing his lips hard on the others making Jimin whimper.
"K-Kookie stop !"
"I don't want to stop, I did that earlier and you ran out on me, not anymore,"
His mouth went to Jimins again demanding entry as his hands went under his shirt tweaking his nipples.
Jimin wriggled trying to get away but Jungkook was too strong grabbing Jimins hands above his head he used his other hand to feel his ass.
"Stop Kookie, please stop your drunk..." tears were running from Jimins eyes as jungkook started to release himself, at Jimins words he stopped ,looking hazily at Jimin who was crying.
Backing away he shook his head," no fuck! Stupid!" He tucked himself back in and staggered up to his room.
Jimin rubbed his sore wrists and wiped his face, why did Jungkook treat him like that? He didn't want to go upstairs to his room in case Jungkook came there, he didn't want to stay there in case he came back down again.
Grabbing his coat and a throw from the sofa he walked down to the private beach and found a slightly sheltered edge where he sat down wrapping the blanket around himself hugging his knees and putting his head on them and eventually drifting off .
Jungkook woke up after a few hours desperately thirsty he went downstairs to the kitchen drinking down water. As his head cleared flashes of the night before came and in horror he went running up to Jimins room only to find an empty bed, looking out on the veranda he saw that was empty too.
"Shit! What have I done where is he!!"
He went downstairs looking around then outside, oh god please Jimin where are you? He finally ran down to the beach looking around in the moonlight, about to give up he saw a small figure curled up asleep.
Tentatively he reached out a hand shaking him.
"Jimin?"
"Mmmm"
"Jimin wake up,"
Jimins eyes suddenly shot open and he pulled back.
Jungkook could see hesitation on his face and he felt broken.
Tears ran down his face as he apologised," Jimin I'm so so sorry, I don't know why I acted like that, I don't blame you if you hate me I had no right, I was just....., I thought you were here then RM said you had gone out and I got jealous, after what we shared I thought you would be with me, all sorts of things went through my head and I got drunk. I hate myself as much as you must do I'm so sorry."
Jungkook was sobbing, Jimin could see he was totally sincere,
"You scared me Kookie, I didn't know what I had done wrong,"
"Nothing you did nothing wrong, I'm a bastard, hit me , punch me I deserve it!"
"Why we're you jealous?"
"Because I fucking like you..., a lot!!"
Jimin brushed his tears away, " do you?"
Jungkook nodded his doe eyes so ashamed of himself.
"It's ok I won't touch you again Jimin, I mean it, I'm disgusted with myself!"
Jimin thought then smiled,
"But Kookie..., I want your touch, show me how much you want me."
Jungkook stared in shock ,hesitated,then lifted Jimin up striding back to the villa and up the stairs to his room where he slid Jimin down his body.
"Jimin if I do something you don't like tell me straight away, don't be scared ok?"
"Please Kookie just show me , make it real....."
Jungkook frowned at his choice of words but then , lifted Jimins shirt off, kissing his slender neck and along his collarbone. Jimin didn't know he had a sensitive spot there until Jungkook kissed it, making him tremble.
"Mmmm"
"Nice to know your soft spots," Jungkook chuckled.
Jimin pouted making Jungkook capture his lips as his hands gripped Jimins ass.
"Do you know how much this ass occupies my mind lately."
"D-does that mean your a top?"
"Sure does is that ok?"
"I don't know til I try it....."
"Ah Jimin how can you be so innocent...., it's making me hornier than ever"
Within minutes he and Jimin were naked lying on the bed. Shy but determined Jimin ran his hands along Jungkooks abs, pleased when Jungkook sighed in pleasure. Biting his lip he looked down seeing the hardness and size of Jungkooks member, his eyes flicked to Jungkook who was watching him intently.
"Can I....., do what you did?"
"Fuck yes,"
Laying on his back he watched as Jimin edged downwards concentrating on his dick like it was a work of art.
His tongue came out to lick the weeping slit making Jungkook moan.
He got braver opening his mouth and taking as much in as he comfortably could, sucking and licking as Jungkook had on him.
"Oh fuck you do that well," Jungkook groaned starting to rock into Jimins mouth.Jimin liked the sound of the others pleasure and put his hands around the base where his mouth couldn't reach.
"Fuck!!" Jungkook exclaimed at the extra stimulation, his hands rea ching for Jimins head as he thrust up harder," oh fuck Jimin I'm going to cum , if you don't want it down your throat move!!"
Jimin laughed the sound reverberating against the others length making him moan louder then release forcefully." Aaaaaaargh!!!"
Jimin swallowed every last bit before letting Jungkook out of his mouth.
"Jesus Jimin!!"
"Was that ok? "
"It was a lot more than ok!!"
Jimin smiled, "so Erm what do I do now are you tired?"
He was suddenly rolled onto his back," oh no, I'm going to show you how much pleasure I can give you."
Jimins heart sped up as Jungkook leaned towards a drawer bringing out a bottle.
"I have to prep you ok, this lube will make it easier, I'm not going to lie it will hurt at first  but you have to relax get through the pain to find the pleasure, do you want to carry on?"
Jimin nodded, so Jungkook started kissing him again pecking and licking his way down his body to Jimins hard length, soon he was licking and sucking it then he went lower licking Jimins puckered hole making Jimin gasp . Jungkook put some lube on his fingers coming up to kiss Jimin as he inserted one into his virgin hole. Jimin tensed up immediately,
"Relax, I'm going to fuck this pretty hole of yours and your going to take me all in aren't you ?"
Jimin moaned at the others words relaxing allowing Jungkook to thrust his finger back and forth.
"Oh so you like dirty talk eh?well I'm going to pound into you so hard you'll be screaming my name," he said putting another finger in quickly, scissoring to open Jimin up.
Jimin didn't know he could be so turned on by words, he found himself pushing onto the fingers wanting more.
"That's it baby,fuck yourself on my fingers," he pushed a third in hearing Jimin groan, he angled them inside smiling when Jimin squeaked," shit!! What was that oh fuck more Kookie!!"
Jungkook pressed against the bundle of nerves that were making Jimin moan in pleasure, he looked a wanton mess mouth slightly open hair mussed and eyes closed in pleasure, jungkook pulled his fingers out and lubed himself as Jimin whined at the loss.
Lining himself up he pushed in deciding to go straight for it than inch in. Jimin shook from the first pain but then the pleasure as Jungkook hit him spot on in his most sensitive place.
"Ahhh Koookie!!"
"Fuck your so responsive , your so tight you fit me like a glove."
He started pounding into Jimin who gripped his shoulders and bit his lip in pleasure," ah more Kookie deeper!!"
Jungkook pulled out," on all fours "he gasped
Jimin did so letting out a keening noise as Jungkook thrust back into him.
"Aaah more.....,"
"Your ass takes me so well Jiminshi ,"
"Kookie I'm gonna...cuuuuuuum!!"
Spurts of white shot onto the covers as Jimin came gasping.
"Ahhhhh fuuuuuuuck!" Jungkook had never had such a release made all the better from Jimins clenching hole gripping every last drop from him.
Jimins body ached, but in a pleasurable way. Jungkook pulled from him grabbing some tissues to clean him and Jimin up , then wiping the stickiness from the sheet before laying down pulling Jimin to him.
"You okay?"
"Hmmmm,"
"You sound like your not sure?"
"No it's just....,I wonder why I waited so long to do it!" Jimin said honestly.
For some reason the thought of Jimin doing it with someone else didn't sit well with Jungkook.
"I'm glad I was your first,"
"Really? I wasn't too inexperienced for you?"
"You were fucking perfect,"
Jimin smiled pleased then spoilt it by yawning.
"We should shower..." Jungkook said without conviction.
"It's really late though,"
"Yer running water might be noisy."
Jimin sat up then looked for his clothes," what are you doing?"
"Well shouldn't I go to my room?"
"Hell no," Jungkook said dragging him down and cuddling him, "stay here, I want to sleep with you."
Jimin got comfortable sprawling across Jungkook who laughed at his sudden boldness.
"Goodnight Jiminee,"
"Night Kookie...."
Within minutes Jungkook heard Jimins breathing change knowing he had fallen asleep, god who could have known how amazing it would be with Jimin. On that thought his arms tightened on the small male as if to keep him safe as he went into a deep sleep.