Happy B'day~[JaySun]

7.Why is this so hard for me

3rd person pov:

Sunoo's life was never perfect. Just like now he ended up being partnered with jay.You want to know how he ended up in this situation well.....

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Everyone is a monster..... That's what sunoo thinks not until he meets Lee Heeseung everyone's favorite. but the question is why did he choose sunoo a nobody... Back to today just like always sunoo got scolded at home before coming to school and also getting bullied.

Bell ringing

It's time for Mr. Min's class so, sunoo hurried up to his class.
"Good morning students"said Mr. Min with a grumpy expression.
" hello~mr.min~" some girls have crush on him and acts like a slut whenever he comes inside the room and honestly sunoo thinks the girls are really disgusting. Sunoo also thinks he is handsome but he is not a slut or whatever you wanna say. He respects Mr. Min so, that's why sunoo is Mr Min's favorite student.
"Shut up ari we are here to learn not to do this type of fucking shit got that?!"
Mr. Min said.
"Okay" the mentioned girl scoffed and became quite.
"Okay class I have a project for all of you and all of you means that all of you have to do it got it? "
"Yes,Mr.Min!" Everyone replied.
"So,the project will be made by two people get ready!"
After telling who is gonna pair with who only sunoo is left without out a partner.
'I don't want to pair with anyone' sunoo thought.oh how wrong he was.
"Sunoo you will be pairing with Jay" Mr. Min announced the last pair.
That's how sunoo's life turned a bit upside down.

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After the class ended
Sunoo tried to call jay but he ignored him and went away.he sighed.
"Hey, slut you should stay away from jay or else" a girl threatened sunoo.
"Okay" sunoo mumbled and packed his things and went out of the classroom.

Sunoo's Pov:
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Hey kim sunoo you bitch come here"someone yelled my name.i turned around and saw jay okay 'I'm gonna be dead' that's what I thought.

"Y-yes

"Mr min gave us a project to do that doesn't mean you're gonna look for me"

"S-sorry"

"Yeah whatever so about the project who's house are we going?"

"My h-house?"

"No, I don't wanna go to your filthy house . We are gonna do the project in my house got it"

'Ouch that hurt' "o-okay"

"Bye bitch" Jay went away afterwards.
Now what am I going to do what would mom think?why is life so hard for me? Just thinking like this makes me want to cry.i have to do this or else dad would disappointed if I don't get a good grade. 'Okay sunoo u can do this!fighting!' I told myself to comfort me.

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At his house

"Mom can I g-go to a friends h-house?"
I asked with hesitation what if she slaps me for disobedient!

"Well whatever I don't care where you go but one thing is clear is that your a fucking bitch. your so fucking annoying.DON'T YOU SEE I'M IN A MIDDLE OF DOING MY OFFICE WORK!! NOW GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!mom shouted at me.

"O-okay" I feel like crying. Why does she have to shout at me all the time? Did I do something wrong? I don't know anymore. Why do I feel so tired?I went to my room upstairs and I saw Rebecca. She looked at me smirking.

"Well hello there piece of shit your momma said no dinner for you so go to bed got it?"she said and left me there.

Why is life so unfair? I thought and ran into my room. I quickly went inside my bathroom and stared at the mirror that's when I broke down.i can hear everyone screaming at me,
You slut!!

YOU BITCH!!

CAN'T YOU DO ANYTHING PERFECTLY!!

WHY ARE YOU EVEN BORN!!

WHY DID GIVE BIRTH TO A DUMB SHIT LIKE YOU!!

every words piercing a hole in my heart. I unconsciously grabbed a blade and start to cut.

Blood..
Drip
Drip
Drip
Drip

Click!

The blade fell on the floor... I realized I was cutting too much... I should clean this up before she tells mom that I ruined the sink..
I quickly cleaned the sink, changed my clothes and went to bed.

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Ding!

A notification pops up in my phone.

Unknown number
Hey sunoo baby, I'm sorry I didn't come to school today I was sick:((

Sunoo
Who?

Unknown number
What- baby don't you remember me I'm heeseung♡

Sunoo
Oops sorry heeseung hyung!

Heeseung
It's ok I was joking no need to apologize!

Sunoo
Are you feeling okay now hyung?

Heeseung
Yes now I'm better than ever.so, how was your school today missed me?

Sunoo
Yes...

Heeseung
Woah I didn't realize you love me*gasps*

Sunoo
No I don't!!

Heeseung
So you don't like me:((

Sunoo
No.. No I didn't mean it like that! Wah hyung I like you!! I'm sorry (◞‸◟ㆀ)

Heeseung
But I love you:((

Sunoo
HYUNG!!

Heeseung
Haha sorry baby. I was just teasing:))
You should get a good sleep! Good night baby!!

Sunoo
Good night hyungie!!♡♡

I put the phone down on the side of my pillow and with a small small I went to sleep.