18: Memories III

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「 Repeatedly.

Every month, there will be different man.

Every week, there will be different scar.

Every day, her movement will be watched.

She can't do anything.

Lee Hari is a weak girl.

She tried to run. But her mother will report her to the police and find her quickly. Or there will be a tracking device on her which she did not know where.

Where did she even want to run?

Where did she even want to go?

She can't trust anyone.

People can't be trusted.

She tried to make a plan to run away. She tried to collect money to run away more easily.

But her mother will know. Her mother will ask why she eager to collect money.

"I just want to collect money for my future, mom. I want to go to a college."

She smiled.

"It's okay dear. You don't need to worry about that. All the money you earned and your allowance, I already put them in a bank. So, make sure to use all the money I give everyday. Don't do anything stupid, dear."

Her smile almost waver. But she maintained it perfectly.

"Alright, mom."

She tried once to secretly collect money. But her mother already put a camera in her room and bathroom. She was scolded really bad. She needs to starve for a week because of that with just a water.

She been punished with different tools on her body if she disobeyed.

She needs to do 'it' twice a month if she disobeyed.

She also tried to commit suicide.

Jumped from a building.

Drowned herself in a sea.

Cut her wrist using a knife.

Hang herself.

Consumed a large amount of pills.

Many more.

But, it's futile.

She didn't die.

She's alive.

Her mother planted someone to follow her. That someone will always prevented her death. After she was 'saved'.. she will be tortured.

Her mother will be angry at her.

She needs to ask everything before doing something.

She needs to ask what she needs to wear that day. She needs to ask if it is okay for her to go out. She needs to ask if she can eat. She needs to ask if she can cut her nails or hair. She needs to ask if she can go through Internet.

But there's one event where she completely fall into despair. With a repeatedly 'sleep' with a stranger older men, she got pregnant.

Her first pregnancy is when she was 14 years old. She got morning sickness, that's when her mother noticed that she is pregnant and made her miscarriage.

Her mother pushed her down the stairs.

Even the second time and third time.

But the forth in her sixteen, she did not have any symptoms at all. Her body did not change much until much later when she was in her third trimester.

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