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TW- mentions of abuse, domestic violence, substance abuse, suicide
please be careful reading if any of these topics make you uncomfortable!
february 11th, 2020!
shay's pov!
imessage...!
unknown number
Shay.
We need to talk.
sorry who's this?
It's Dad
yeah sure
You don't believe me?
no i don't
Why not?
because you aren't misspelling words like you do when you're drunk
meaning you aren't drunk?
which makes me believe that its not actually you.
Kane and Addy miss you.
You had no right walking out on us.
On them.
so it is you?
Yes, why is it so hard to believe that its me?
like i said before!
you don't sound drunk!
Is that all you think of me?
basically
Wow
and you're right
i didn't have a right walking out on kane and addy
but i felt like staying in that house with you and mom was killing me
You're going to come back
You still are underage
there's nothing you can do to make me come back
I will contact the police.
and how would they react to find out that you and mom never reported me missing?
you just acted as if it never happened.
pretty sure that's some sort of criminal offense.
Yeah well your Mother and I were still worried.
you both fucking disgust me
how dare you have children when you cant even take care of yourselves
do you know how it feels to find your parents choking on their own vomit, too drunk to roll over?
i was 4.
you both would fucking beat me when i had accidents.
i was 2.
when kane and addy were born i had to miss school for the first 6 months of their life because you both would not feed them.
i was 7.
taking care of twins.
so you have NO RIGHT trying to force me to come back
i dont care if you and her are sober or whatever.
I'm trying Shay.
I'm trying to stay sober for you and your brother and sister.
yeah?
what about mom?
she still experimenting with mixing drugs and alcohol?
Your Mother is dead.
She overdosed back in June of 2019.
Kane and Addy were very happy to say the least.
oh?
how'd you react to that?
you beat them? like you did to me?
I'm not discussing any of the punishments they received with you.
how the fuck did you get my number anyway
i changed it after i left
Your friend stopped by the house.
which friend?
foster?
I don't remember his name.
But he said somethings to me about you.
Treating him badly?
I didn't raise you like that.
you didn't raise me at all.
Believe what you want.
You will be coming back.
seen
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instagram dm's!
banksscott
did you fucking go to my house in sedona?
yeah i did
you had no fucking right
shay ik you ran away
i just wanted to make things better
help you out, yk?
fuck you banks.
you actually had no fucking right
you just said that
we aren't friends, we never were and we never will
if you did this to get on my good side or something you were fucking wrong
you dont know why i left and you dont need to
stop trying to fucking get into my life like you belong in it
cause you dont
i just wanted to help shay jesus
yeah well you just fucked up everything, thanks.
you can go fuck yourself.
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a/n i didn't mean for all this to be texting but it works out trust me
no update tomorrow bc im gonna see greta van fleet!!! next update will be on the 26th ❤️
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