Every day the different voice screaming in my head but I keep pushing you away but I see that I am looking for so much more I don't know what I'm doing , but I know that I am worthy to get though the pain. I fight the pain away. I get though it all alone. Spring winter summer or fall I be there in the storm wondering what's going on. But I know I can get though the pain. I just have to believe that I am strong. The fear I feel is over I just need my peace. The love I give it for you. To make it better again. So I walk behind you to get though my thoughts 💭 I'm the one who needs you to make me free. No one sees how you make me feel, or think. You are powerful and so many ways. You make me think I can do anything. The day I see how much pain I'm in. Someone who can save me without even knowing it. Always be you and the pain will go away you just have to be happy. I see I'm no need to judge 👨⚖️just look around and see what this world had come through. I'm who I am no matter the pain. No one sees the real me.