Fastidious

Chapter 4; sorine

"I'm sorry, baby, but this is just the beginning." She heard Sakori whisper against the base of her neck as he kissed up to her ear. His warm breath tickled her as she tried to fight the moan that wanted to escape her. His voice sounded ethereal, her body relaxing against him as she knew he was about to break her in yet again.

Sakori just had her bent over the dresser; her entire body shaking from the pleasure he brought her. She thought it would end there but she should've known better. And that was why she was in the position she was in now. She now sat straddling him, his hand pressing firmly into her waist so she wouldn't be able to run away. Those strong dark hands guiding her hips up and down on his length as her own were wrapped around his shoulders gripping his strong back.

Her sharp nails digging and scratching his back—something that attracted her more than he knew—creating her own piece of art for them to admire later. A bunch of jumbled moans left her mouth as he kept hitting her spot, especially in the position they were in—he was definitely deep inside of her.

"Mm—Baby...not too much." She lowly let out as she tilted her head back and closed her eyes. Her body not being able to take all of the pleasure he was giving her...this was her way of trying to talk her way out of it, even though she desperately wanted to beg for more.

One of his hands came up and cupped the base of her face, tilting her head down to look at him. "Where you going? Look at me, beautiful, eye contact." He soothingly coaxed the pregnant woman as he created an intimate spiritual bond between the two.

She was only about 4 months pregnant at this point and she was getting everything she wanted in life...

where did it all go wrong?

What did she do to make this happen?

She awoke from her sleep, clutching her belly as her breathing picked up. She sighed realizing it was only a dream and Sakori wasn't with her.

Regret hung around her, suffocating her every time she tried to come up for air. But gravity was now a paid actor in her life...dragging her under every time she tried to come up. She couldn't believe all that she was going through, especially considering she was a month away from her due date and it wasn't getting any easier carrying their baby.

She had no idea where it all went so horribly wrong considering she always wanted the best for Sakori and their relationship. That was the man she loved and she wholeheartedly believed that he loved her too. He never cheated on her, never had wondering eyes but emotionally he could be unavailable at times. She looked past it for the most part, but now she had no other choice but to look back on all of their memories and question it all.

Her worst nightmare was coming true. She was alone. With no parents to cry to or get advice from, Sakori was always her lifeline. But now she was alone, at the expense of Sakori's feelings. And all she could do was wait for him to show up and tell her that he wanted her.

Even after telling herself that she wouldn't text or call him. She found herself picking up her phone and texting a number she knew all too well.

:Kori, please come home. Tell me that it wasn't all a lie.
:tell me you still love me and that you want to be with me. Please don't leave me alone.
:don't let all we've worked for go down the drain. We can always work past whatever it is that is holding us back.
:please, baby, talk to me. I need to know that you still love me...
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She could feel the tears pooling at the bottom of her eyes. She held them firm and tight as she watched as he read the messages. She bit her lip thinking he would just leave her on read again, but then she saw the bubble.