I'm Fine

Im feeling 22~~

HOLY SHIT IMMMMMMMMM ✨KINDA AWESOME???✨ nono but for real sorry for not updating much at all lol

But some things that are happening in my life eee: im meeting with my new gender doctor in a month or so to talk abt going on T :DDDDD and my mother is going to let me do online school/homeschool!!! Very pog i must say i must say ahahahahhahahaha but enough abt my annoying ass

Heres your long awaited chapter :D

Izukus ✨Notebook✨

Its summer break, well more like the middle of summer.
Ive been training 4 times a week now since i have a lot of free time. The trainings all the same though so i thought id go on a little stupid rant because i feel like i have some internalized anger haha.
Ive been thinking about junior high it isnt that cool, kinda sucks actually; not much happens. Just dudes trying to seem cool and girls who are very scary (seriously girls are scary) and for some reason they all really like vaping? Its confusing but every corner smells like sweets or fucking coconut, (hate the smell of coconut) which is better then the boys bathroom which smells like straight up weed. Yeah junior high just sucks, some of the people are cool. Well sometimes, most people have either big egos because of their quirks or have no self confidence because of their quirks. I noticed the people that dont define themselves by their quirks are the nice ones. Like todo! Kacchan is, well hes become a glorified asshole that can be fun to hang out with when hes not screaming at some 'extra'. Its progress?
Welp thats all im going to write today. Just felt like writing down could help me feel a bit better. It doesnt really help and now my hand hurts and i probably wont do this again lol. Anyway in the nicest way possible, im never doing this stupid shit again :)
- June 21 20xx
A/n just thought id try something((im lying im doing this to understand the izuku i traumatized[easier than i thought ngl] but anyway timeskip :DD when? You wont know ahahaha L +— ive been on twitter too much sorry

Timeskip to two weeks before the end of summer break (so its july something :))

Izukus pov
(Forgot abt this hhhhhhh sorry for neglecting this book dkebdjxi)
Going into the next grade isnt as exciting as I thought. The exciting thing is i'm a year closer to getting into UA; All Might even said I might be strong enough to inherit one for all! Thats a scary yet exciting thought, I mean he did say I would literally implode if my body wasnt compatible/strong enough. I am greatful that I trained though, even if I didnt want to be a hero or get into UA excersizing really helps me blow off steam. It also helps because the beach is clean and honestly looks beautiful. I know trash will probably continue to wash up but I have a feeling people will be more encouraged to keep it clean. Enough inner monologing to myself—

"Will you please shut the fuck up" I hear bakugou say. Well damn guess I was muttering.

"Ah my bad how dare I get lost in thought while doing nothing all day." I tell him giving him the dumbest look from my futon next to his bed. He does his usual 'tsk' sound rolls his eyes then stares back at his book.

Even though ive known kat all my life I never knew he read so much. After living with him for almost a year I noticed he reads whenever he has nothing else to do. At first I just thought it was manga but sometimes its novels. Makes me wonder why he swears so much when he clearly has a wide vocabulary. Then again I guess i'd be worried if he didnt swear. Ok I keep getting off focus. I look at my phone to see its almost 6pm. Hmm I think ill get ready then leave. Im suppose to meet all might soon. Since its summer and apparently crimes rates go up during the summer we decided to start meeting at 6 pm instead of am. Doesn't really make sense at first but I think All Might wanted to do that so he doesnt loose track of time.

After I got into some comftorable sweats and a lightweight shirt I left. At first kat and his mom and dad wondered where I was going, I never gave them a straight answer but I think they think I like taking walks. Which is true walks are nice. And I do walk/jog to the beach so its not a total lie haha.

On a related topic, I have a lot of stamina??? Like I didn't even notice how much I had improved till the time I was helping with groceries. It made me feel really cool honestly. My inner child was estatic probably. I also learned to control my breathing better, its really helpful when I start to panic.

I quiet my thoughts as I enter the beach scanning my souroundings. The beach is so beautiful, I havent cleared out everything but compared to what it use to look like its almost unreal. It makes me smile. I dont see all might anywhere though. Hm I check the time on my phone to see its 6:04. I guess I am a bit early but he usually is too.

I brush it off he probably overdid it or something and is a little slow. I start to pick up small pieces of trash and making a pile.

Zoom zoom to like 10 mins later

Well I've been picking up and moving trash for around 10ish minutes and Im starting to get worried, I hope nothing bads happened to All Might.

Then i get a weird hunch to look up, my hunch was infact correct as I see all might in his hero form, about to land. Dangerously close to where Im standing. My face drops and quickly back up so he doesnt fucking fall on me.

"HELLO YOUNG IZUKU" all might booms. Hes quite loud, not sure if hes aware of it or not. Glad hes ok though.

"Hey all might, were you busy with something?" I ask. Its not really my business but im curious.

"YOUR CURIOSITY IS APPRECIATED, I HAD A MEETING WITH OTHER HEROS AND IT WENT ON FOR LONGER THAN EXPECTED, SORRY FOR BEING LATE YOUNG IZUKU." He answers, it makes sense. I would pry and ask what the meeting was about but Its none of my business.

"I hope it went well," I say looking towards the ocean, it was really pretty with the sun close to the horizon. Just barely sunset.

"IT WAS-" he stops to cough then he deflates, smoke surrounding him. Ah yes his skeleton form, still think it could be considered a quirk, not a useful one, just a quirk.
"- it went just fine, wasnt about anything important was more of a standard meeting." He says a lot quieter compared to when he was in his hero form.

I nod, "thats good," I speak quietly.

We talked about mundane things while I was training. All Might tends to tell me stories of him and his mentor. She seems like a lovely lady. I have a feeling shes dead by how he speaks of her.

A/n i feel as though these are filler chapters, nothing happens in them. They dont really need to be written, but i like them and the little things i add, they dont have much meaning but i enjoy writing the small things

Also can i hust apologize again, i havent even updated since april WHICH WAS THE LAST TIME I SAW MY BES FREN UGH I MISS THEM but um yeah sorry for neglecting this to whoever reads this, i notices i have quiet a lot of views and votes (and comments but thats me replying to your guys cuz your cool) but i dont think that many ppl keep reading lol which i get tbh nothing juicy is happening, more of a transitional period of the book rn

ALSO even tho no one cares I HAVE MY SECOND GENDER APP COMING UP with a diffeent doctor, apparently hes a good one :DDD makes me excuted but also nervous because i have to come out to my endo, she scares me for some reason- probbly cuz im scared of ppl ahaha OH also started online school.... Help me..... its so much school work.... The fact i cant not show up or skip is so sad 😭 i hate it sm but im doing this so i can go through the first few months of T in private cuz teenagers are fucking assholes and almost as judgmental as my grandma 💀💀 but thats pretty much my life update lol hope you enjoyed the chapter

Hope you liked my lil headcannon of bakugou liking to read, just fits in my head for some reason and came up with it on a whim

Anyway have a good day <3