I'm Fine

Chapter 16

Izuku POV

"Ok let's goooooo" I say quietly as Kacchan walks into his house.

I follow him silently taking off my shoes just like he did and put my bag next to my shoes. I sigh silently and look towards Kacchan and he looks back nodding.

"Old hag, I'm home!" He yells and I chuckle some things never change.

"Watch it you brat. Is Izuku with you." I hear auntie ask and I smile.

"Yes ma'am I'm here." I call out. Kacchan waves me over and I follow him to what I think is where auntie is. I find myself in the living room. Wow I haven't been here since... well my childhood it looks the same as ever and it makes me happy.

I see auntie come out of the kitchen and comes towards me and hugs me. Very tight I might add. I laugh quietly and hug back just not as tight.

"It's nice to see you auntie it's been a while." I say smiling as she lets go.

"Well that's cause you stopped visiting me. Which I expect to see you more after this." She says and I laugh a bit considering the irony of what Kacchan had said earlier.

She stops and frowns. "I know it happened recently but can you fill me in?" She asks and I hold back a sigh. I didn't know what to say, how to describe it. I didn't know how to word it. I didn't know anything.... but I know she deserves to know so I gather enough courage to form words.

"I- there's no easy way to say this.. when we were hit by the truck.. when it-" I stop memories flashing through my mind.

Flashbackkkk~~mm yum trigger warning but to clairify this is basically izukus thoughts like his mind and what he sees so yea

Almost as if I was there. Back at the sight. That time. Right before it happened. I knew I couldn't do anything. I couldn't move. So I watched the screen. It was like I was in a empty theater rewatching my life fall apart. I don't want to see this. I don't want to relive this. Not again.

Yet I didn't close my eyes. I watched. I watched as the truck hit. I watched as the car flipped. It's like it flipped a hundred times before stopping. I watch as I reach out to my mom desperately. I watch as my mom has tears streaming down her face yet she's smiling. I watch as her voice cracks as she says  'My sweet strong little boy, I love you'. I watch as I pass out. I watch myself not say anything out because I had passed out.

Silently the memory fades out. And I hear claps. As if a movie just finished. I don't know who the claps are from. They just keep getting louder, and louder. There to loud. Stop, please. Stop shut up. God please.

I cover my ears as I fall to my knees the clapping is to much. It's overwhelming as if I can't breathe properly because of the loud noise. I want it to stop.

Please, let me out of this hell. Then as if my pleas had been answered I hear a faint voice.

"Izuku..?" Auntie says and I look up. Tears still streaming down my face but I'm back in reality at least.

"I- I'm so sorry..." I say wiping my tears even though it doesn't help any I sniff. I feel Kacchan rub my back  in a comforting motion and I regulate my breathing.

I let out a deep breath. Fuck.

"I'm sorry, it's just hard to come to terms with I guess..." I say quietly my head down in shame. I can't even tell her properly. She looks at me confused.

"What do you mean isn't inko just in the...." she trails off her eyes going wide. She her breathing goes rigid. She cries. But then, she hugs me I hug back knowing she needs time, we both do.