TWO WORLDS COLLIDE

Timmy

I woke up to another typical day, school where my teacher would go crazy over my fairy godparents (when most people thankfully think hes crazy), me get harassed at school and my parents randomly decide to go out tonight, yeah they are so "supportive" for when Im actually home after school or the weekends they just neglect me with Vicky. My life is fun.

"GOOD MORNING TIMMY!" Cosmo and Wanda loudly said as I woke up and rubbed my eyes.

"Hey..guys..." I said. I still was a little tired so I got up and started walking around the room.

"Are you hungry?? What would you like?? Pancakes?? Waffles?? French toast??" Cosmo asked before mass spawning all those in my room all the way to almost the wall but still a tiny gap for me to freaking BREATHE!! Look I love Cosmo and Wanda they make my life better and all but sometimes they can get a little much for me.

"Guys? Gags...can't...breathe.." I said gagging and trying to not sink.

"Cosmo!! Stop suffocating the boy!!" Wanda angrily said before using her magic to remove all the food making me fall to the ground.

"Ow." I groaned.

"Sorry sweetie...are you okay??" Wanda asked.

"Not really..my life is always the same. I wake up, eat breakfast, get dressed, go to school and get harassed, go home, my parents randomly leave, Vicky shows up, torments me...my parents come back late at night..rinse and repeat! I hate it!! I know you guys do help but I feel like somethings missing in my life other than my parents who are barely home most of the time..and when they are they are to put it blank idiots." I spatted out.

"But you have A.J and Chester as friends!" Cosmo pointed out.

"Yes and I am close to them..just not close enough where I can release personal stuff like this to. I wish there was someone else I was closer that I can just vent my issues or just rely on if I ever need a reassurance or just be the older brother I never had." I said looking out the window not at the neighborhood but the distance as the sun shines brighter.

"Hey we love you Timmy! You are our bestst friend in the whole wide world!" Cosmo said. Wanda rolled her eyes.

"Bestest isn't a word Cosmo but yes hes right Timmy and who knows maybe something will happen that can turn your right around! You said you wanted a older brother so..want us to bring back Tommy??" Wanda suggested.

"No..I don't want it to just be a fake fantasy. I want it to be real, genuine older brother like friendship..but it will probably never happen because Im pretty much a freak." I said sighing.

"Aww sweetie don't say that! We're always here for you if you need anything!" Wanda said. I smiled a bit. Cosmo and Wanda have always felt more family to me then literally my own parents. How sad is that???

"Thanks guys I knew I could count of you. I gotta get dressed and get to school." I said before darting into the bathroom, putting on my ususal clothes and rushing out. My parents were already gone...as expected. 

"Do you want us to come with you??" Wanda asked.

"No thanks..Im good! See ya later guys!" I said before running onto the bus and sitting next to A.J and Chester.

"Guys...I think I having a mid life crisis right now." I admitted it to them because I have literally no one else outside of them and Cosmo and Wanda to talk to about it.

"What?? But you aren't even MID yet??" Chester said before cracking a smile. I took a deep breath and questioned why I just told them if I knew they wouldn't be taking it seriously yet.

"Ha ha! Very funny." I said rolling my eyes. "But seriously Im tired of the borderline abandonment by my parents, Im tired of the bullying, Im tired of VICKY pretty much torturing me every single night or weekend!!! AGHH!!!!"

"Did that feel good to vent out?" A.J asked.

"Yes thanks for actually being serious about-" I said before I was cut off by A.J making a stupid joke like I predicted as well. Dang it...this is why I don't tell my friends personal stuff.

"Oh good..you don't want your world to come to a end or anything like in Disaster Movie!" A.J sneered before both of them busted into laughter. "Are you gonna cry?"

"NO I DON'T CRY AND YOU KNOW THIS!!!!!" I snapped. That is true, I almost never cry except maybe that one time I wished I was a adult and it sucked but I don't talk about that. "IM GOING TO SIT ELSEWHERE THIS TIME BECAUSE YOU GUYS AREN'T TAKING MY PROBLEMS SERIOUSLY!!"

"Oh your serious..Dude we're sorry..we-" I cut Chester off because I figured he was just making excuses.

"Whatever I'll speak to you guys again when we get to school." I said before going to the back of the bus and sitting there because none of the actual popular kids are gonna want to be anywhere near me, its sucks but its the world Im living in. I been disappointed so many times Im constantly expecting bad luck to hit me. Yes Wanda and Cosmo do make my life slightly easier but thats only gonna get me so far. I need a miracle.

Don't be upset or mad at all...

don't feel regret or sad at all....

Hey Im still apart of this world as a happy guy...

And Im fine, Im totally fine

I will stand on the side as you guys shine..

Im not fine!!! Im not fine!!

I can't make magic dogs appear

I can't make reality change!

I can't take another night up in my room waiting for a miracle!

Im not popular with the big leagues!!

Im not talented, or handsome or smart!

I can't down this unspoken invisible pain only waiting on a miracle!! A Miracle!!

Always walking alone, always longing for more

like Im trapped in the dark longing to shine like all of you shine!!

All I need is a change!!! ALL I NEED IS A CHANCE!!!

ALL I KNOW IS THAT I CAN'T STAY ON THE SIDE!!! OPEN YOUR EYES!!! OPEN YOUR EYES!! OPEN YOUR EYES!!!!!

I WOULD USE MAGIC TO HELP PEOPLE

TO HELP PEOPLE STRUGGLING LIKE ME!

SOMEONE PLEASE JUST LET ME KNOW WHERE I GO

IM WAITING ON A MIRACLE!!! A MIRACLE!!

I WILL HEAL WHATS BROKEN

SHOW THIS FAMILY SOMETHING NEW!!

WHO I AM INSIDE, SO WHAT CAN I DO!

IM SICK OF WAITING FOR A MIRACLE, HERE IT GOES!!!

I AM READY, COME ON IM READY!! I BEEN PATIENT AND BALANCED AND STEADY!!!

BLESSED ME NOW JUST LIKE YOU DID ALL THOSE YEARS AGO

WHEN YOU GAVE ME A MIRACLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A...Am I too late for a miracle??

 I held this in for a long time but it feels good for me to finally vent about it. But I feel like..I don't know there might be someone out there like me whose going through something similar to what Im going through, bullying, family troubles, girl troubles..like theres this teenager who fights ghosts and have to hide it from his parents or something? Nah! what am I saying that couldn't possibly be the case. They couldn't possibly exist at least not in this world.

Right?