The Truth Hurts (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 9***

*@ As usual I scream.*

Chapter 9:

Jake's P.O.V

When I woke up in the morning, I was alone in the bed. I frowned sitting up and looking around the room to see Felix sitting over on his couch, a little black book out and sitting on the desk. I frowned confused as to why Felix was up,

"Why didn't you wake me?" Felix jumped and looked up to me,

"Jake, shit— I didn't notice you were awake." I nodded and watched as he closed the book shoving it in his school bag,

"Felix, what time is it?" Felix looked down to his phone which was next to him, and called out to me,

"It's about elevenish, why?" I sighed,

"What time did you wake up?" Felix looked confused,

"What do you mean?" I sighed getting up from the bed and walking over to the couch where it seemed Felix was trying to become the couch,

"I mean, how long ago did you wake up?" Felix sighed,

"You won't be happy." I nodded,

"Okay, tell me." Felix sighed biting his lip and looking as far away from me as possible. He was so scared—

"Fourish." I frowned and pulled Felix tight into my arms,

"Felix you should have woken me up. I could have kept you company." Felix shrugged and wiped at his face, and I knew he was crying. My heart broke at the sight, and I held him tighter, kissing the top of his head.

"Please don't cry." Felix gripped onto my pant leg, crying into the other one.

"You would think after all the crying I did yesterday, I wouldn't have any tears left right now huh?" I bit my lip and sat Felix up,

"Do not say things like that okay?" he nods and continues to wipe tears from his eyes. I sigh and grab his head, turning it to face me. I looked him in the eyes and said,

"Felix, whenever in doubt, confide in me okay?" he nodded and smiled weakly. I returned the smile,

"Thank you, Jake." I shrugged,

"Anything for you Felix," He nodded, and I jumped up from our place on the couch, and pulled Felix up with me. The movement caused him to lose his balance, so I had to pull him close, which made me fall down onto the couch with him right in between my legs. I groaned at the fall but felt comfortable with Felix on me. I let out a little laugh,

"Well, this is awkward." I let out more of a laugh at Felix's words. I snaked my arms around his waist, pulling him closer.

"Not for me— I quite like this position," Felix growled at me, jumping up and walking over to his bed and sitting on it. I frowned hopping up from the couch,

"Felix, are you okay?" Felix looked up and nodded,

"Yeah I'm good— I just, am not used to doing things like that," I let out a little laugh,

"Don't worry; I was just making a joke about it then. We don't have to do stuff like that for a long time; I was just making a joke because we fell over and landed like that." Felix nodded but didn't look to me. I sighed biting my lip as I stood up and walked to where Felix was sitting. I sat down next to him and grabbed his hands in mine,

"Felix, are you okay?" he shook his head,

"I just, don't understand why you are doing stuff like this— you know, being with me. I'm not right, I'm broken." I smiled at him,