As I Stand her speechless I don't kno what to say how to feel bebes voice still plays in my head constantly daily but here I am looking my wife in her face as she tells me about her day at work .Baby I met this dope as girl today she came into my shop to get her hair done and she was gorgeous bae she invited me out with her and her girls . As I brushed off her convo with a that's good bae you deserve a night out you've been working so hard with a forehead kiss jus to ease her mind cause at any moment she felt like I wasn't listening this could blow completely over into some shit I don't have time for right now . I'm literally stuck don't get me wrong my wife is beautiful but she jus dosent do it for me maybe I like the Lil toxic shit Bebe be on or the wild as sex or simply the way Bebe talks to me who knows but all I do kno they can never ever find out about each other 😩.