"Accidents Happen." A Louis Tomlinson Fan Fiction.

~Chappie 8~ Hurt and Happiness.

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Alex's POV

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I nodded my head and waited for the waitress. She finally came and we ordered our food. "So, we get to say together?" I thought out loud. Louis smiled from ear to ear. "Yeah, if Simon would have said no, I was about to flip a table and get all in his face. The Sass Master just about came out of me." I was dying laughing, causing Louis to laugh to. "You know, your laugh is contagious!" he managed to get out. I nodded still giggling. "Well, since we can't go public, what are we going to do?" I glanced over Louis's shoulder to see Nikki, Liam, Zayn, Niall, Belle, and Harry all crammed into a booth. They were all laughing and having fun. I sighed. "Louis, I am sorry. Sorry that you can be having fun, but you have to sit here with me." Louis quickly finished eating his last few bites. "Love, look at me." I refused to look at him and he took my face into his hands. "Now, do you really think I would want to be squished in a booth?" My eyes immediately fell onto the table. "Well, I just thought you would want to hang out with them. You know, to have a good time." I looked back up into Louis's blue eyes. "Alex, I am having a good time. Anytime with you is a good time." A smirk escaped me. "There's that perfect smile." He let go if my face and turned around. "You know, I haven't seen Zayn that in love since Perrie." I let out a small laugh. "I haven't seen Cookie that happy since we found I could dance." He turned back around. We sat in peaceful silence, just taking in everything. My thoughts were going everywhere. WHAT IF ZAYN IS USING COOKIE? WHAT IF I AM BEING USED? MAYBE WE ARE JUST A PROP FOR THEM? I pushed the thoughts out of my head.

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Louis's POV

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"So, what are we doing after this?" I questioned politely. Alex looked over to the clock. 2:00. "Well, I don't know. I never got the chance to choose what we do. Jake always had control of me." She huffed out. I am pretty sure my eyes about fell out of my head. "Uhhhhhhh-Excuse me." Her muscles intently tensed. "Oh my gosh. I am sorry, I was thinking out loud." We stood up and followed the rest of the crew out. My hand found hers as we walked out to the truck. Alex quickly pulled away. "I am sorry, we will get caught." She smiled. My thoughts were bouncing around everywhere. DOES SHE THINK I WILL TREAT HER LIKE JAKE? IS SHE EMBARRASSED BY ME? My thoughts were interrupted by people swarming the boys and I. "Louis! Can I have a picture with you?" A very loud fan yelled. I had no choice to smile for the camera. "Louis, who were you walking with?" another fan questioned. I nervously looked around for Alex. I ended up jumping into Harry's Range Rover with the rest of the boys. "Oh my gosh! Where are the girls?" I say looking back. Harry looked at me through the rear view mirror. "Lou, I have basically trained Belle when fans bombardedus. I told her to get whoever is with us and drive straight to my flat. I nodded, "Oh, I better call Alex or Nikki to make sure they are okay." I pulled out my iPhone and pressed Alex's name. Suddenly insults where bursting through the phone

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Alex's POV

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"You are fat!" a fan yelled. With that one statement, millions more came towards me. "You don't deserve to even look at the boys." I let out a soft sigh and jumped into the truck with Belle and Nikki. "Are you guys hearing this?" I questioned as the teenage girls swarmed the truck taking pictures. Nikki's eyes widened and she said, "Yeah, but I don't think they are directed toward us." I gave her a confused look. "What do you mean by that?" I said emotionless. "Well, I think the fans are after us because of you. If you didn't hold Lou's hand we wouldn't be in this mess." I gasped. I knew Nikki got stressed, but to basically tell me that I deserved this hate was another thing. I gave her a sadden glare and turned toward Belle. "Belle, go where ever you want to. Call me when you get there." I quickly gathered enough energy and jumped out of the truck. "ALEX! WAIT, I DIDN'T MEAN IT LIKE THAT!" Nikki yelled through her window. I turned around and looked at her, "See you later." I whispered. I jogged away from the fans and the truck. I was finally alone. I had a general idea of where I was at. I was about thirty minutes from the dance studio. After walking for what seemed like forever, I reached the Doncaster Dance Studio. I quickly found the spare key and walked in. I didn't know I was crying until I walked in and looked into the mirror. I stood there analyzing myself. MAYBE THEY ARE RIGHT, I DON'T DESERVE TO EVEN KNOW ABOUT THE BOYS. A few tears dropped from my eyes. I pushed the thoughts out of my head and yanked out my iPhone and put it on the dock. I scanned the studio and luckily found a dance outfit along with shoes. The song bursting through the speakers was 'Little Things'. I just let the music flow through me.