Country Life

~Prologue~

"Last show girl for the night boys get that stack of cash out and start tipping!!!" I hear James say over the microphone, I can't believe this is my job... I'm a stripper no glorifying that one bit. My mamma would be dragging my ass out of this place if she was still alive. I look myself in the mirror one last time before I go on stage, I'll admit I look pretty damn hot in my skimpy doctors outfit. Few more months of this and I'm moving to a different job,being a waiter is better than this dump. I step out onto the stage like I have done so many times before tonight just to pay the bills that keep catching up to me and biting me in the ass every month. "Whoop Whoop look at that sexy ass, baby bend over I'll give you a pretty penny to see that nice pussy!" I hear a jackass yell to me, I think i just vomited a little bit in my mouth.

I strut over to the strippers poll and start to dance like a slut asking to be raped. I bend down just like the sleaze bag wanted me to. I turn around and go over to the end of the stage, I bend over so they can see my tits. They always go wild when the see someones tits. I feel someone put a wad of cash in my bra, looking up I see the most bluest eyes I've ever seen fallowed by a handsome strong looking man wearing a cowboys hat. God I think I just dyed and gone to heaven.

The rest of the night goes by in a haze. By the time I get dressed in my skinny jeans and t-shirt I feel cheaper as ever, like I normally do after my shifts at the Dixie's Play House. I head to my beat up old bug, poor thing she looks like she's on her last wheel. I'm normally the last person to leave I clean up after everybody leaves to get a few extra bucks. I look up from my feet to see the hot cowboy by my bug. I stall to a stop, why the hell is he here? Is he going to rape me and steal all of $200 I made tonight? "Um I don't know who you are but I'll call the cops if you don't tell me why you're by my bug!" I say out loud. "Hi, I'm Austin." He calls back, walking closer to me. "What do you want Austin?" "Umm well I have a proposal for you." He says while rubbing the back of his neck looking like he's about to ask something that his mamma would wash his mouth out with soap for asking. "Yes?" "I could see in there that you didn't like doing 'that' and I was wondering if I paid you $20,000 to umm have sex with me?" WHAT?!! I so did not just hear him right, hes paying me to bang him? I promised myself that I'd never do that EVER! Didn't care how tight my money was I would never make myself feel that worthless. But $20,000 is a lot of money I could pay for the rest of my college off and move out of this place. He is pretty hot too, can't deny that at all.

"Why in the hell would you do that for me or should I say to me?" "I'm guessing you are about 23 swamped with college bills and you would rather never step in that place again if you didn't have to am I right?" "Umm yeah your right, I just need a little bit more money then I'm graduating and leaving this place. Well that's my plan at least." "That's what I thought, so why don't we take my truck and head to the motel down the street we do our thing and go our separate ways?" I can't believe I'm about to say this. "Okay." He smile the sexiest smile I have ever seen on a man before like he just won the lottery. We head over to his truck, he opens the door for me. Wow what a gentleman, he hops in turns on the truck and it roars to life like waking up a beast from its nap. The radio turns on and I hear Black Tears by Jason Aldean come on. I start to feel like a cheap whore but I drown out the thoughts and start singing along while crying softly. We pull into the motel, could he pick a shittier place than this?

He walks up to the office and gets a key, he comes back to the truck and opens the door for me and I hop out. We walk in silence to the motel room, 69 it reads on the door. Perfect number to be put on the damn door, we walk in and he sits down and pats the bed beside him. I go over not saying a word, not even wanting to be in this hell. "Hey if it hurts at all you tell me and I'll stop I promise. Okay?" "Why are you even doing this to me? Why not give me the money without the sex and leave?" I ask so softly he had to lean in closer to hear, that was a very bad idea. I can smell his cinnamon breath, god that just turned me on. "You really want to know the truth? I think your the most beautiful person I have ever met and I all I could and can think about is taking you to bed." WOW.... That was pretty damn hot... "Okay..." He start to kiss me, I feel this spark I don't know what it is but I lean into the kiss craving for more. He starts to grope my breast, I moan softly. He chuckles in a sexy deep voice that pushes me over the edge. We rip each others clothes off. By the time we are done I feel like the luckiest girl alive. He was the best I could ever ask for.

Not saying much because he was my first too. It's past 3 o'clock in the morning when I wake up and look at the clock. I get dressed faster than I ever did before looking over at the sleeping god that I fell in love with momentarily as a tear slips down my cheek. I don't even want the damn money. So I run out of the motel and run back to my bug a few blocks over. I get into my car as the tears start poring down my face. I squeal out of the parking lot of my work and head to my apartment. By the time I get home if that's what you even call it I feel drained. He never even got my name. Good then he can't come looking for me. I'm quitting my job tomorrow and moving as soon as I can. I don't wan to be near here any longer.

~4 weeks later~

I sit on the toilet at Mick's Bar and Grill with a box of pregnancy sticks its been about 5 minutes and I'm scared as hell. I can't be pregnant! I'm only 23! It would be my blue eyed cowboy's who's been haunting me in my dreams for about a month now ever sense I left the day after it all happened. That night was the best night of my fucked up life and I would't have changed it for the world. I look down at the stick that cost me 25 bucks at the store just so I can pee on it, I thought I was going to have a cow when I saw the price. It cut into my little savings I have left. I look down and see the stick of my fate read a smiley face.. I'm pregnant..... Holy shit!! NO... This can't be happening! It was suppose to be one innocent night, ONE!! I start to fade in and out. I have no clue whats happening to me all I can remember is hitting the floor and blacking out...