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𝖠𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗇𝗂 𝖠𝗆𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖶𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 ↳𝖬𝖺𝗇𝗂
I opened my eyes and looked at Kai feeling him moving around on the bed
" you ok baba?" I asked
he nodded rubbing his eyes before laying his head on my chest
" you sure? did you go to sleep?" I asked knowing we've both had trouble sleeping the past week
" yes, but I got scared and wake up"
I pray he doesn't have nightmares
it's been a week since Tae got shot and went into his coma and Kai and Lani have been sleeping with me since, sometimes when I close my eyes I see him laying in my lap as I held his head or I keep replaying it and our last conversation in my head
not on purpose it just happens
then this happening signaled something in my brain I guess that makes me think about my daddy getting shot like damn a bitch can't catch a breath
" what scared you my love?" I asked rubbing his back
" I-I see da when I close my eyes and I scared bad lady come back and take me" he said sniffing
I'm going to cry
" she comes to my school everyday and tries ta talk ta me but uncle Nas doesn't let her, don't tell him I tell you cause he says not to cause you have a lot going on... sorry"
nobodies here to stop me from beating her ass now and Ailani is here and well so I can do it without risking my tinka's life
" it's ok baby, the next time you see her tell me ok?"
" ok, you tell her to stop?"
" yep" I said continuing to rub his back
I eventually got Kai to go back to sleep and slowly got off of the bed leaving him and Lani there so I could go to the bathroom
I stood there and looked at myself in the mirror for a few seconds hating the way my stomach looks before smiling a little thinking about how Tae would say nice things to me every time we would shower or cuddle
if something happens to him I'm going to feel like it's my fault, I made him go out and go get medicine in the middle of the night because I couldn't handle the pain and now I'm in more pain because he's not here
