Please Dont do this no more!!!

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I woke up from my alarm on my phone, and I was still sleepy i turned my alarm off. And I just sat their on my bed.
Justin: Nice Bed Head
I turned my head and Justin was on his phone, sitting on the bed next to me.
S/C: Shut Up

Justin: Woah someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed
I rolled my eyes and went towards the bathroom, and when I tried to open the door it was locked
S/C: Ughh who's in the bathroom

Justin: Caitlin why

S/C: ugh Justin (whiney voice)

Justin: ugh Selena (Chuckling)

S/C: It's not funny 😔 "crossing my arms"
I went and on his bed and looked at him.
Justin: Your mad,But why
"He said lying on my lap"
S/C: I'm not mad at you Jay
"I said looking down to his beautiful Hazel eyes"
Justin: Hey can I ask you something

S/C: Sure Jai

Justin: Why were you crying last night, please tell me, I wanna help you princess
"He said moving my hair away from my face, to behind my ear"
I looked at the pillow and remember what Caitlin said to me
"Your mom died by looking at your ugly face slut"
Tears started streaming down my face😭
Why would she say that. I'm not that perfect, I just wanted to die, no one cares about me.
I got up and went inside my bag and got a pocket knife, and opened it
Justin: WOAH SELENA
"He ran towards me"
S/C: NO NO NOONE CARES ABOUT ME, I WAS THE ONE WHO KILLED MY MOTHER, IM A SLUT STAY AWAY, IM A LOSER, I DONT WANT TO LIVE NOMORE
I ran the blade through my arm, and then Justin took it away from me
S/C: NOO I CANT LIVE LIFE NOMORE, YOUR JUST A DICK I HATE YOU, I HATE EVERYONE
I grabbed the blade away from him and started cutting some more on my arm,
He pulled me back and flung the blade into the ground.
S/C: NOO WHY DID YOU DO THAT 😭 I DONT WANNA LIVE NOMORE. 😭
(JUSTINS P.O.V)
I kept holding her, also sitting on the ground. and she has lots and I mean lots of tears coming down her face. Please I don't wanna see her sad nomore. What's going on that I don't know about.
Then Caitlin came out of the bathroom
Caitlin: What's going on
Then there's was a knock, not a knock more like a banging
Caitlin answered it, it was Scooter
Scooter: WHATS ALL THAT NOISE
(SCOOTERS P.O.V)
I saw a blade on the ground with blood, and I looked at my daughter who was crying on Justin's chest, and I saw cuts on her arm. "I cried 😥"
Scooter: Sweetie you promised me you wouldn't do this again
(S/C)S P.O.V)
I looked at my dad, and he was crying, and I just kept on crying on Justin's chest.
I can't take This no more, please make it stop😥 please, I just don't wanna have these feelings inside me again. Why please make it stop, please.
Justin: Hey I don't know what your going through, but I'm always here for you no matter what happens, your not alone baby girl.
He whispered to me, I just cried even more,
Scooter: Justin Get Ready for the show, I want to talk to my daughter alone for a second

Justin: Alright Scooter
Justin kissed my head, and went to go get ready, and I still had more tears coming down my face. 😥
My dad came and sat with me and hugged me "In a Fatherly Way"
Scooter: Can we talk alone sweetie

S/C: Yes Daddy 😭
I think it's time to tell my dad the whole story, I can't hold it in no more.
Please god make my life easy, I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of being imperfect, I'm tired of being alone, I'm tired of people talking about my mother if they don't know the real story of what happen. I'm tired of everything.
Me and my dad talked in his room, so no one else can hear our conversations. Especially I don't want Justin to hear my story, because well I don't know why, I just don't want him to hear my life, and I know how he doesn't want me sad, so I'm keeping this between me and my dad that's it.
Scooter: Sweetie what's going on, you promised me you wouldn't do this again

S/C: I-I-I'm sorry daddy, there's a lot of stuff I been keeping from you and there are coming back to my head, and I don't wanna remember those thoughts. 😭

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