It only took 3 weeks for the honey moon phase to go by. I wasn't sure he was cheating but I was sure something wasn't right. When Keith got home it was 3:00 a.m.
"Why you still up".He asked as he walked in. I didn't answer. He walked over and kissed me softly on the lips.
"What's wrong wit you"?He asked sitting next to me.
"I don't know should I have a reason to be mad"? I said answering a question with a question.
"Sh*t not that I know of". He said laying back.
I threw the mail at him. It was from A pediatrics office. Notifying him that a girl by the name of Kara came by and was 2 weeks pregnant. Apparently he is the father. As he read the letter I could see his facial expression change.
"Yea, you have a baby on the way". I said walking out. I didn't even have the strength to argue.
He grabbed me and pulled me back towards him.
"I promise all I got was top from her". He said turning me towards him.
"What ever the h*ll the case is i'm happy for you, might actually get your boy". I said as tears rolled down my face.
"D*mn no hittting or yelling".He said in shock.
"I have no more fight in me. It's like I give and I give and you just take with nothing in return, and my baby is sleep". I said in and out of breath exhausted tone.
"Look...".He tried to respond as I intruded.
"No you look. I give you and inch and you take a mile. There is an 18 year old girl pregnant with your baby. She is probably lost and confused like I was. I can't be worried about you I have a child to look after. It's bad enough I could barely keep up with Kayden. I don't need another baby to add on to my stress. I suggest you start acting like my man and not my son. Take responsibility for your careless a** actions. Learn to at least wrap it up". I said as he wiped my tears away.
"I swear all I got was head from her". He said grabbing me.
"Stop lying to me and go find that girl".I said snatching away and walking into the room. After I packed my clothes I zipped up the bag and picked it up. Sure enough Keith was in my way.
"Where the f*ck you goin". He asked trying to take my bag.
"Look Charri's mom said it was ok for me to come for a week or two to clear my mind". I said moving my bag.
He quickly grabbed the bag and threw it. He back me up against the wall.
"Yo a** finna stay right here"! He said screaming.
"F*ck you". I said calmly as he walked away.
He quickly rushed up and punched the wall, which left a big hole. I began to cry as the word. "What is wrong with you"!
Kayden began to cry so I slipped from under him and went and got her. I grabbed my keys and left my stuff. I quickly put her in the car.
When I closed the door Keith was right there. He grabbed my arms and held them against the car. I could tell he could see the fear in my eyes. He gazed in them for awhile. He let go and kept repeating "I'm sorry, man". As he backed away from the car. I quickly got into the car and drove off. After a while of driving I finally pulled over to the side of the road and broke down.
"Mommy no cry". Kayden said in her sweetest angelic voice.
But all I could see was her daddy. I took her out her car seat and hugged her as long as she could stand.
