Mentions of suicide, and drug use. Other than that mostly fluff and a little bit of sadness
Such a cutie<3
Year:1993
Kurt's age: 26
Your age:25
There was a thick silence between Kurt and I
It could've been the lingering feeling of dread spread throughout our minds of yesterday's discussion
The topic was the fact that I slit my wrists three months earlier
And never told anyone cause they'd be on my ass about it.
I wanted to get it off my chest instead of hiding it from him, but it turned into an argument
From me firing back at him about his drug usage
To him using my weakness of being unable to cope with reality
So, I swallowed my pride and came to apologise
I couldn't help but feel something was off as he poured me a glass of water after he invited me in
His hands were shaking and his breath was shallow
Almost as if he was nervous, about what... I have no idea
I knew he'd just divorced Courtney a few weeks prior to our argument
Which is a great time to tell that I have a massive crush on him
It's like it developed at the snap of a finger
His eyes put me in under a spell
But I couldn't tell him
Not yet
It looked like he missed Courtney too greatly for me to shoot my shot
It's like I have this voice nagging at me to say something
But it feels so wrong
I mean, he's going to court over to see who gets custody of Frances
"Hey, Y/n?"
I snap out of my thoughts at look up at Kurt
"Yeah Kurt?"
He takes a deep breath and sits the glass down on the coffee table
"I'm sorry about- uh, ya know yelling at you for not telling me.. I shouldn't have made you feel like that"