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Chapter 5.

Friday: Sep 16th

Camile's P.O.V.

It has officially been 2 weeks since I have met Alessandro and all I can say everything has been great. We have gotten closer to each other, the night after everything that went down, we went to bed and slept. Since that night he hasn't slept over any longer and if I am being honest, it makes me feel blue, I have this feeling of longing for him. I never thought that I would feel something like this for someone I had lost hope in finding someone for me. I know I am too you to have been thinking like that, but I just can't help but believe that I would be a burden to someone and that they would be disgusted by me if they knew about my past.

I have yet to tell Alessandro about everything that has happened to me, but I am scared. I am scared that he won't look at me the same way he does, I am afraid that he will pity me and want to be with me just because he feels sorry for me. I don't want that, and I also don't want to burden him with my past. I haven't received anything else from Daniel or Maxim, I am still very much paranoid, and I keep Snow and Diavolo with me at all time. I have started having someone come over to train Diavolo and to keep training Snow as well.

I can tell you that the training Diavolo is enduring is helping very much, it's progressing very well he is very protective over me and he's always looking out for danger around in the house, he is so attentive if he even hears a little sound or even smells a different type of scent in the home he instantly goes on alert. He is 10 weeks old now and apart from being such a fierce dog at such a young age is also super sweet, it is no secret that Snow has attachment issues to me it's very common with Dobermans especially European Dobermans. Snow is always with me and the same as Snow, Diavolo from the very first day he was brought to be he started to get very attached to me so now I can say that both of my pups have attachment issues and I cannot go anywhere without them.

It is currently 10 in the morning I have just finished my morning workout and I am currently putting on Snow's harness to take her on a run with me and take then come back and pick Diavolo up to go to the dog park right after. I can't take Diavolo on a run due to him being just a puppy. Alessandro texted me early in the morning at around 5 in the morning of course I was still asleep I woke up at about 7:20 in the morning. I am currently wearing black workout leggings with a black long-sleeved crop top and some high top converse sneakers.

(Imagine they are high top converse, I would never wear Nike Air Forces to the gym that is a crime that should clearly be illegal!)

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(Imagine they are high top converse, I would never wear Nike Air Forces to the gym that is a crime that should clearly be illegal!)

The puppy trainer is coming over to train Diavolo and Martina the women who helps me around the house is coming over, she is staying the whole day. I like it when she stays the whole day, she mostly does this when I work but since I am currently not working well then, she doesn't stay for long and I have only called her in since then just once if I need her. She is such a sweetheart and I love it when she is here, I don't feel so lonely and I have someone to talk to, she is a 40 year old women who has a husband and 4 children 2 girls and 2 boys.

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