A love story between a model and a ruthless Italian mafia Don.
Alessandro Moretti 21 year old- ruthless, cold blooded vile Don of the Italian Mafia. Always get's what he wants no matter or who he has to go through in order to get whatever he wants...
I didn't get much sleep last night it was rather difficult. I tried hard to get my sleep and when I finally fell asleep a nightmare woke me up and I wasn't able to fall right back to bed so I got up, did my bed, fed my pups then I ate something small and headed to my at home gym and that's still where I am at the moment. I have been here for about 2 hours I am almost done with my workout, today my focus was on my flat stomach, I did some cardio, and I have also worked a little on my arms but mostly my focus was on my tummy.
I finished my workout and headed up to my bedroom with Snow and Diabolo trotting right behind me, I headed straight to my bathroom and started to strip and get into the bathtub for some relaxing time. I couldn't stop thinking about everything that Alessandro told me yesterday I was frustrated that he had kept so much from me and especially that he knew who my family was but didn't tell me. I also understood why he didn't tell me though it had been too much for me finding out who he really was and that fact that my family never abandoned me or sold me instead I was taken from them. My mind was all over the place I was confused I just wanted some answers.
I.Needed.Answers.
I also couldn't help but miss him... Alessandro has done what no other man was able to accomplish he was able to enter my heart, he has broken down my walls. I can't help but to think of him and how sweet, caring and such a gentleman he is to me how tender and delicately he speaks to me and treats me. He is a man who has shown me what paradise looks like in such little time.
I needed time for myself so I decided to enjoy my bath time and thought about going away for a little while where ? I don't know that not yet but it would have to be this week because I have to get back to work on December 4th and need to have at least half of my life on track, I need to work so much on myself, to feel better to be better and to be able to confront everything that has been thrown at me recently. I need to learn how to deal with this.
I have to tackle 1 thing at a time right now so going away and getting my head straight on is the way to go.
With that on my mind I decided to get out of the bath and do my skin care routine and body routine, I blow dried my hair and styled it. I then did some light makeup and headed to my closet; I choose my outfit for the day. My outfit consisted of a long sleeve button up white shirt which I left a couple of buttons unbuttoned, a black sparkling dress, black high knee boots. My hair was straight, I added jewelry as well my necklace some rings and my small hoop earrings. Then I went a headed and added my perfume which is form Victoria Secret and it's called BARE.
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I also decided to pack since I was going on a little vacation, I don't know how long I will be out for but I do hope that by the time I come back I feel at least a little bit better and have the confidence to deal with all that is currently happening. I contacted Victoria my agent and told her to get me a flight to anywhere that is available and as soon as possible. She contacted me right away and let me know that I had a flight tonight at 10PM and that the flight was going to take me to The Maldives. Somewhere nobody would think of to look for me, I have been wanting to go to the Maldives see the sea of stars it looks so beautiful in the pictures, and I just haven't had the chance to go and now that I have a chance I will go.
