TW: MENTIONS ED AND SH
~Charlie's POV~
"What the fvck is wrong with you?" Nick shouts at me while I'm on the Verge of crying "what?! You know I can't control this! I HAVE ED YOU KNOW THIS!" I shout back it feel like I've been stabbed in the back. I feel a piercing pain in the back of my neck probably because me and Nick have been screaming at each other.
"ITS JUST FOOD! WHATS SO WRONG WITH IT! YOU ARE ACTING LIKE ITS THE END OF THE WORLD!" Nick screams back at he is just pacing back forth with his hands resting on the back of his neck I look up at him. "You know you don't know how it feels like! You don't have his VOICE in your head that's telling you NOT TO EAT! DO YOU KNOW!" I say my face is burning up, it feels like I'm I've been laying in the sun for hours. Nick turns back at me and says something I've never imagined he would say "you know what Charlie I'm done! I'm literally done! I'm tired of all your bullsh!t! Always using your ED, your mental health and self harm as an excuse to everything so I'm done! I'm breaking up with you I'm going to find a normal person that is not fragile and broken like you!. When he finishes his sentence he takes off his wedding ring "goodbye Charlie!" "Nick! Please don't go!" I yell trying to go and hug Nick but he pushes me to the ground "I don't like you anymore!" "Wait what?" Nick slams the front door and leaves.
~Nick's POV~
Charlie keeps on moving and screaming in his sleep I frantically shake him trying to wake him "CHARLIE! CHARLIE! WAKE UP" I yell he's going insane he's shaking and keeps on screaming my name asking for help. I run to the bathroom and fill up a cup with some water and lightly splashes on his face after that he wakes up and sits up so he is now sitting on the bed crying. I try to go hug him but he just screams "DON'T TOUCH ME!" I feel my face go pale.
Did he have a nightmare about me? Did I do something wrong? "Char it's me it was just a nightmare I'm right here" he looks up at me and just hugs me so tight "you wanna talk about it?" I say to Charlie trying to get the stress of the nightmare off his mind "y-yea sure" Charlie says still crying.
He tells me everything and I just feel so numb like I've been laying in the same position for years and haven't moved a muscle. I just hug Charlie so tight like I was going to lose him any second. I pull out of the hug and cups his face in my hands "c-char you know I would never do something like that you are a normal person and beautiful and amazing I love you so much I never plan on leaving you ever I love you so so so much! See look it was just a dream look at my hand" I show Charlie my hand to show him that I still have my wedding ring on. He grabs my hand and fiddles with the ring to make sure he still isn't in his dream but then Charlie looks down at my other hand and it was clenched tightly in a fist.
I didn't even know I had clenched my fist. Charlie grabs my other hand softly rubs my wrist to release my fist and as he does I just have my head laying on his shoulder "I love you so much char" I say softly kissing his neck once "I love you more love". I pick my head back up and look Charlie in his deep blue eyes "char go take a shower to relax and then come to bed it's almost 3 in the morning ok?" I say and kiss Charlie's forehead "ok" Charlie says and he gets up gets his clothes and takes a shower.
After 10 minutes Charlie comes out of the bathroom when I softly hear him say "Nick?" "Yes my love? You alright?" I say look at him "c-can we watch a movie?" Charlie says climbing back into bed and laying his head on my chest "of Course" I put on a movie and play with Charlie's dark curly hair.
He's the love of my life
I love him so much
Goodnight
AN: guys please give me suggestions I really need them so badly this just came to the top of my head haha I love you all and thank you sooooo much for all the support!
