Jasper H. - Emotion.

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TW:EATING DISORDER

Y/n POV

Today was the day, I try to speak to the Cullen's. But one of them out of them all has my eyes. Jasper, his blonde curly locks of hair, golden eye's, god like features, I wouldn't be surprised if he was atleast 11 inches. But the only downside is that he's popular and me, I'm just in the mid ranked.

"Boo!"

"WHAT THE F-" I said but get cut off by the one and only Eric.

" 1. You usually don't get scared 2. Hi" he said bluntly. "I was in deep thought Rick and hi" he cringed at the nickname, "I thought we said no more calling me Rick!" He whisper yells. "Suck it up." I tell him, then the Cullen's drive into the parking lot. "You going to do it today? Y'know talk to him" Eric said, I sigh "I said i would try to Eric."

Then the car doors open, out pops the Cullens, ok never mind that reminds me of popping pimples, which is gross, I thought. Suddenly Edward smiles at that comment, like he knew what I thought.

Eric and I walk to the group that was here for now at the parking lot, which was only Angela and Mike so far.

-10 minute time skip-

The bell rang, we all ran off to our classes. Angela,Jessica, and I start walking to class together, we all have the same 1st and 2nd period so makes sense. The best part is, Jasper is in the class. As we walk into the English classroom we three walk to our seats, Angela sits in the front with Jessica. I sadly sit in the back because I came in a couple weeks later after the first week of school.

I look down at my journal and start to doodle inside it. As I'm drawing I don't realize that my table partner sat down next to me. "He kind of look like me." He chuckles softly, Jasper. "I guess he does." I say I'm a shy voice, I look down at the drawing, FUCK! I mentally yell, it looks just like him. I hide my head in my hands. "Are you ok?" He asks in a worried tone, he takes one of his hands and places it on my leg. His hand is cold,too cold,but it feels nice. Suddenly I feel calm, I remove my hands from my face "Yeah I'm ok. Why wouldn't I" I smile. Just then the bell rings and class starts.

I expected him to remove his hand from my thigh but instead he kept it there the whole class. Everyone left the classroom except Jasper,Jessica,Angela and I. The girls stand at the door waiting for me so we could go to next period. "Hey y/n I was wo I'd you wanted to sit with my family at lunch today?" Jasper said before I could leave the classroom. "Yeah, sure." I said softly, he smiles "Ok then! See you there. Bye y/n!" He said leaving the class.

Jessica giggled "Did Jasper Cullen just ask you to sit at his table for lunch?" She lets more giggles escape from her mouth, Angela just smiles "Give her a break Jess" she said elbowing Jessica. Jessica rolls her eyes as we head out of class to our 2nd period, Algebra. Thankfully none of the Cullen's had this class with me.

-After 2 & 3 period-

The class period went by with ease, I walk to the cafeteria with Angela since Jessica was talking to Mike, flirting with him and some shit. "You getting any food?" Angela asked me, "No I'm not hungry" I said smiling. I lied, I've been suffering from eating disorder since freshman year, it's junior year now. I don't eat because what would people think, they would probably go judge me, think I'm fat, ugly, anything but beautiful. The friend group knew of my eating problem, they tried helping me but it didn't go so well.

"If you say so" Angela sighs, "Good luck!" She says smiling, heading off to buy food. I start my walk to the Cullen table. All the seats where taken, FUCK. "Hey we thought you wouldn't show up" Jasper said smiling, "Y/n this is Edward,Emmet,Rosalie,Alice, and Alice's boyfriend Timothy." Jasper says,Timothy look at me with disgust. What is his problem, I just stood there awkwardly.

Jasper then grabs me by the waist and sets me on his lap. I was about to protest but the siblings soon engaged into a conversation. I wouldn't consider Jasper and I friends, but we do talk sometimes but that's only 'hi' 'bye' 'you ok' 'did you study for the test' and shit like that. "So Y/n I heard you dad recently got arrested and you mom just got in the hospital. What's like alone y'know, no parents?" Timothy says in slyly with a smirk plasters on his face, "I also heard that your mom is on life support too, what happened to her" he says clicking his tongue "She got shot bye a gun right! Because your d-" he got cut off by Alice, "TIMOTHY! What the hell!" I get off of Jasper's lap and run off to the bathroom. I was so stupid to go there.

Tears start to roll down my cheek, why me? Suddenly the door opens to reveal Jasper. "This is the girls bathroom why are you here?" I ask him. He softly closes the door and walks to me, he places a hand on my cheek. "I'm here because I love you" he says, Jasper then leans in and kisses me. I pull away nd hug him, "I love you too" I whisper. He then kisses my cheek, "Im sorry about Timothy, he's been acting weird lately" Jasper apologized, "It's ok Jazzy" I said.

I already have a nickname for him.

We head out of the bathroom and make our way back to the table. I sit on his lap once more, I buried my face into Jasper's neck while he starts to converse with his family. I then realized that Timothy wasn't sitting on Alice's lap anymore.

The bell rings, and with that all the Cullen's head to their next class. I get off of Jasper's lap and hug him, he kisses my head. "I love you Y/n" he said softly, "I love you too" I reply back smiling softly.

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