Effects Of Desire.

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Umito's POV

I wake up in my room to the usual sound of birds and shift happily rolling out of bed. I groan when I meet the floor even tho I fell off intentionally it still hurt. I hear shuffling nearby and almost instantly my older brother by 2 hours is sitting next to me "hey u ok did u fall?" Katsuo asks picking me up and dropping me on my bed. "Yeah I'm fine I was just being dumb" I say blowing a chunk of my red hair from my face. "Ok just checking" Katsuo says poking me in the forehead. 'heyyy no poking me!" I say pouting slightly because he always picks on me for no reason. He just looks at me smirks and walks downstairs. Ughhh is all I let out as I make my way to the bathroom doing my morning routine before heading downstairs as well. I see both my parents in the kitchen cooking and I laugh because mom is totally roasting dads cooking skills right now. "Hey mom hey dad" I say grabbing a glass of water and heading to the table Katsuo is already there drinking a glass of his own. " Oh hey Umito, Katsuo how's your mornings so far?" Mom asks. We both shrug and continue drinking whilst they fight in the kitchen after a few minutes they bring out food and we all eat " so you guys will be going to school this year and your starting tomorrow how u feeling?" They ask because we had been homeschooled since we were little. I shrug nervous about it while Katsuo smirks "I couldn't care less" Katsuo says looking perfectly confident which I envy. "make sure to look out for Umito." My dad says and I sigh because I have heard this so often " I know" Katsuo says eating his food. This has been a subject for so long because whereas my brother presented as an alpha I presented as an omega. Which is why we look slightly different my hips broader and waist slimmer my shoulders far more narrow, and the fact I'm almost a foot shorter than my older brother. I am standing at a good 5'2 whereas Katsuo is 6'2. I always found it unfair we're twins shouldn't we present the same.. but no here we are so I have learned to live with it. But he's always made sure I stayed out of trouble so that's good but he picks on me alot so I'm not sure if he hates me or something. I get up from the table and leave the house taking a walk around the garden I remember when I was little and my mom brought us here.

The day seems to be passing by rather quickly as I check the time seeing that I e been walking around for well over 2 hours I gulp and quickly start heading home knowing mom is probably really worried about me right now. I open the front door and am surprised to see that Katsuo is the one pacing infront of the door while mom tries to calm him down . "I'm home ..." I say nervously thetyre heads look up at me quicker than I thought possible and I gulp once more. My mom looks at Katsuo and pars his back gently before smiling at me " pls text us next time" he says before leaving me alone with Katsuo. " You need to learn to tell people when your going out!" He says angrily but I can see the concern in his eyes " s-sorry Katsuo..." I say looking down pouting cause I was just walking. I feel him give me a quick hug and I smile "it's fine just make sure your safe" is all he says before leaving to the next room over. I go to our room and open the closet trying to find some comfy clothes for the night. I realize after about 15 minutes I am failing drastically. I look inside my drawers one more time before slumping on my bed in defeat. Not long after I hear the door click open and raise my head to see who walked in. "Oh hey Katsuo" I say shoving my face back in my pillow. "Oh hey... Why are you laying like that." Katsuo said grabbing his pillow and smacking me with it "ow! I'm sulking cause I can't find any comfy clothes jeez leave me be!" I half yell throwing my pillow at him. "Oh I see." Is all he says sitting back down. We just sit there for a few minutes checking our phones when the door opens to reveal our parents. "Hey guys were gonna have a little talk ok" my mom says sitting down his red and white hair shifting slightly. "Ok what's up?" Katsuo asks looking at them seriously. "We have been thinking and since you guys are going to a public school you will likely be making new friends... And possibly girlfriends or boyfriends.. so we set up another room so you guys can have your own rooms now. This way you won't invade each other's space." My mom says while dad just sits back seemingly relaxed. I feel my chest tighten at the thought of having my own room.. I don't want this I have never had to be alone. Katsuo just looks at them and nods sternly a cold look settling into his features. The same features I have yet his are so much more masculine the cat like eyes that look almost murderous and the strong v shaped jaw. He just has a nice face and probably will have a really pretty girlfriend. I nod my head. "Okay I will grab my stuff and take the room.." I say grabbing my blankets. Everyone nods while I take my stuff to the old guest bedroom and start setting my things up. By the time I'm finished it looks somewhat like my room. Almost. I can already feel the unnerving quiet settling in. I lay down and hug a plushy that I got when I was little feeling that my new room sucks. Those are the last thoughts I have as I drift off to sleep...

Time skip...

I wake up but not to the sound of birds like I usually do I wake up sweating from a nightmare that I just had. I gasp for air clenching my fists around my blankets tightly. I feel the loneliness take over once again when I realize I can't just wake up Katsuo no more. I feel a tear slide down my cheek and wipe it away quickly. I get up and then turn on the lights laying back down as I try to get used to my new situation...

_______________________________________okay chapter one is finished!! Yayy hope you guys like it so far! Don't forget to comment and vote your opinion all feedback is welcome! Byee ❤️❤️❤️