Ruthless Heart| Heart Series #2

Chapter 5

I didn't feel nervous nor was I scared that my own father would fucking point his gun at me. I doubt he'll really kill me.

This isn't really the first time he has pointed a gun at me.

The other times, he'd just aim at me from a few feet away, never really shoving it on my temples like how he's doing now. So, this is definitely new but at the same time, it doesn't feel any different.

"Pull it." hamon ko sakanya. I held the end of the gun and pointed it between my eyes. I looked at him in the eyes and gave him a smirk. "Come on. Pull the fucking trigger and kill me. Right here, right now."

"Don't test my patience." he pressed the gun deeper, again.

"If you kill me right now, I won't be able to." I said menacingly. "So, what are you waiting for, father?"

He clenched his jaw and slapped my face with the gun, causing my head to whip to the side. I immediately tasted the iron flood my whole mouth from the impact.

I clenched my jaw in annoyance from what he did.

Putangina talaga! Mahihirapan nanaman akong uminom neto. Fucking hell!

"You son of a bitch!" I screamed after spitting the blood out of my mouth. I don't fucking care if it stains the carpet of his study.

Not only will I not be able to drink, I'll also have another massive bruise! I fucking hate covering it up with concealer, for fuck's sakes!

"Get out." he said calmly but there was danger in his voice. He placed the gun back on his waist. "Don't make me say it again, Emeryanna." 

"Or what?" hamon ko.

He clenched his jaw before answering. "Or I hurt Eros and your mother."

That's when I felt scared of him. He knew my weakness and I fucking hate it. And I hate that I am not capable of always protecting Eros and my mother from him and Darion.

But I hate the fact that his own wife and children are not his weaknesses. His own family is nothing but an asset to him. Like a puppet he uses whenever he pleases.

"Don't fucking touch him and my mom." I said, my voice dangerously lower that I had expected.

"Behave yourself and I'll consider it."

I balled my fists, stopping myself from attacking him again.

Do I look like his fucking pet? Telling me to behave? Motherfucker!

"Don't treat me like your fucking pet." I said through gritted teeth. "I'll fucking get Darion for what you did to Eros."

Tinitigan nya lang ako matapos kong sabihin 'yun. His stare was blank, like he didn't care at all.

"Get out." he commanded again before turning back around and returning on the couch, where the woman was sitting quietly but there were tears trailing down her face.

My attention went back to her.

"If I see you on the streets, say good-bye to your life, you fucking bitch." banta ko sakanya. Nanlaki ang mga mata nya sa takot bago nya nilingon ang magaling kong tatay. He didn't even bother to look at her. Nagsindi lang sya ng sigarilyo nya.

"You think he cares? I'm sure he'll even help with burying your body. His image will get tainted, after all." I sneered.

I let out a satisfied smirk when she shook in fear.

That's right. Be scared, you little shit. I'll fucking avenge my mother.

"I won't say it again, Emeryanna." My father's voice thundered.