These weren't the last words I said to him, but these were the last words I carefully put together just for him.
Knowing exactly what I was doing,
Shattering his heart into pieces, as I blurred out whatever clarity I had left.
I never meant to hurt anyone, especially not him.
I was so sure that we'd be together for a long time, but I still managed to break his trust in humanity, and the remaining love he had left to give his next lover.
I can never forgive myself for what I did, but I can't love someone whilst having so many thoughts in my head telling me to end it.
It's wrong for me to do what I did?
I know. I know I can't take it back but I just couldn't do it.
The pressure of having to be in public with him wasn't the only problem, but the fact that I was embarrassed made matters worse.
I know I'm not suppose to feel that way when I'm out with one I love, but I've never done this before.
Please tell me, did what I do seem like the right thing?
There's no going back in time to change it and he won't even talk to me, but I do like outside views when it comes to my inner thoughts.
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Unfolding thoughts
PuisiThese are thoughts I have in my head and feelings that I'm too afraid to express out loud. These consist of messages that I have sent or thought of sending to others. Shattering both their hearts and mine. But also helping and uplifting them, thoug...
