Why me?

She's always felt this way

"Sofia come and eat!" I always hear that in the morning. I'm getting tired of it. My mom knows I no longer eat as much as I used to. I've always hated feeling like a pig. Everyone at school tells me to kill myself. Either that or they call me names like piggy or simply pig. It hurts to know that my parents act like everything is okay.

"Mom, i'm not hungry." I always have to tell my mom that. I guess I am hungry most of the time but I can't have people know that. I'm fat. I'm a pig. I gotta stop! I cut my wrist, thighs and the part I hate the most; my stomach. I hide out in my room most of the time. My parents say i'm thin but every time I look into the mirror I see pure fat.

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AT SCHOOL

"Hey sofia"

"Mariana!!!" Some times I feel like she only wants to be my friend because she feels bad. I can't take this pain. If people say they want to be my friend, they should mean it. Right??

It's better to have 1 real friend then to have 100 fake friends. I always tell myself, but what if your "real friend" is actually your fake friend. I'm to shy to ask. I mean if she is my friend she would actually show it right?

"Sofia, snap out of it" I blink just in time to see I almost ran into one of the popular guys in school; Hunter. Man I wish I could be his first love. Wait!! what am I saying. He doesn't like me. He'll never like me. He'd never like a pig. Plus it's to cliche. The bullied/loner/reject in love with the popular guy in school. I doubt anything could happen between us.

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End!

Hey you guys! I'm new to writing. I love writing books like this. Hope you guys like this book. I'm sorry if there are a lot of grammar mistakes. If you see any mistakes feel free to comment the right punctuation/ spelling.

HOPE: Hold On, Pain Ends.