Why me?

not good enough?

Jesse leaves me on the front steps of my house. I carry the baby carrier with bolivar in it. Once I open the door I see a note on the table...
I open it up to find out the worst news to find out! I fall to the floor and cry. Jesse runs in "Sofia you forgot your..... Are you okay?! Why are you crying?!" He says the note I'm holding, he opens it up and reads it. He picks me up. Put me on the sofa. He Brings bolivar to the Sofia. "I understand this pain Sofia. I once was a father and well my baby momma took that away from me. She just left me with the baby. She said she wasn't ready to become a mom."

I look at him. "It's not the same. I can't even work to maintain myself because i have a baby. I'm his fiance. I don't understand why he would just walk out of this saying he wasn't ready. It hurts knowing that bolivar is going to be growing up without a father.

Jesse looks at me. "I'm willing to do whatever to become a father again. Whatever."

"Are you trying to say something Jesse?"

"Yes Sofia I'm saying I'm willing to become Bolivar's dad, I might not he his biological father but he doesn't have to know right?"

I look at Jesse... " its a big commitment."

He stares blankly at the wall then at me. "I know it is, but I'm willing to Go through that commitment with you <3"

I smile Jesse comes up to me and then " WAAAAAA" I smirk "well I guess little bolivar is hungry." He smiles I guess well he is going to have to wait until we get to the car, we are going to California! Go pack your things.

I smile and kiss him on the cheek. " thanks Jesse your to nice"
When I was packing, I couldn't help but think... Was I not good enough for hunter?? Was Bolivar something he wasn't expecting. He promised he wasn't going to leave me alone in this... Why would he do this. I pack everything and put it in the trunk.
"Alright let's get going, it's a 5 hour drive"