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"oh good to see you again hyung..
are you excited to see this dream into real?"
SUNGHOON
5 PM :: before the dream.
❝ thank you for bringing me home niks ❞ i called his nickname as i'd thanked him for bringing me home safe, riki chuckled. ❝ no need to thank me hyung, i'll always bring you into your house safe and sound. ❞ assuring, yeah safe. just i before we started to forbid our goodbyes, i'd finally went inside into the house as riki left too.
as i went inside, i saw my mom preparing some dinner. but i don't really ate at night, i just study and drink a cup of hot milk and that's all and then went to bed like always. i smile at her and went to her and hugged tightly, ❝ mom, i'm home~ ❞ i cooed while hugging her. ❝ omo! sunghoon-ah, darling you scared me. ❞ she got startled after that said in shackness.
i giggled and kissed her forehead, ❝ heh sorry mom. anyways where's dad and yeji? ❞ i called out my father and my sister as where they was, i notice the two weren't in the living room. ❝ oh they're just buying some groceries, they'll be back later hour. ❞
she answer softly and focused into her cooking as i waited her, patiently watching her afar in the kitchen counter. my mother is really a independent person even she'd already had a family to keep us live and finds a way to have her reputation to support one of us siblings and same to my father. i couldn't just compare both of them cause they the same things to do from us.
both of them are the best one, even tho they couldn't notice my own mental health thoughts due to this anxiety i'd held for a long time. i just don't them to care of me that much, they already give me from what i already wanted ever since i was born before my sister was existed after years passed.
after this time, i stood up into my chair and grab some mug from the organizer while my mom was still cooking from our food in this dinner night. i started to make my own hot milk before i spoken up to her, ❝ mom i'll be get going now, i need to finish my homework ❞ reminding before i went upstairs heading my personal room, she look back at me. ❝ oh you're not gonna eat? ❞ handling her spatula as she weared her confused expression.
i chuckled. ❝ same as always mom, i'm gonna to my room now bye~ ❞ lefting her as my voice cooed out as i'm tip toeing like a kid, i don't know why i suddenly forget about everything earlier, having that way every time like somethings happens in hours ago, i'd just suddenly forget it as i don't remember anymore. ( a/n : kindly related to me lol )
cause overthinking in a small thing is now already my sport and forget about everything, luckily my brain doesn't got distracted from my own studies. funny right? i finally went inside into my room. putting my mug and my bag aside of my table and started to grab all my important things to continue answering my homework.
after hours already passed, all of my homeworks were already answered as i'm taking all my other subject while i'm note taking them all. i felt a back pain and made myself a groan, i stood up and crack myself up and relax for a bit. i take a sip into my milk drink, i take off my reading glasses and putted it in my table before i do my night routine.
❝ huhh finally, time to sleep. ❞ i breathly said to myself and layedly slump down unto my soft bed, i stare up at my plain ceilling having blank thoughts. what am i gonna do? i sighed and drifted to sleep peacefully.
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SUNGHOON (THE DREAM)
❝ ugh.. ❞ i soaredly groaned and suddenly woke up, i felt a tight grip around into my elbows. i tried to clear vision and tried to recognize the place, but it's not my room. where the heck am i? i thought and started felt a sting into my head it was deeply hurt like you slammed your head so harshly as it was stabbing many times.
❝ glad you finnaly awake again, you really kept out of consious. tsk tsk what a weak person are you.. ❞ a deep voice spoke and it was really similar to someone, i slowly look up and stare at the person. it was riki? ❝ riki? why are you here? ❞ i breathly said to him, after a second staring at his deep gaze. he shifted into a chuckled and slowly walk towards me, ❝ why am i here? i was the one who get you in here hyung..you didn't know? ❞ as he slightly tilts his head, acted he was innocent.
i fummed in anger as i'd couldn't take it anymore, ❝ what do you mean, you'd take me here?! i just slept minutes ago! ❞ bursting my voice out so loudly as my voice was echoed in this dark room, the place started to fill the silents in. riki deeply stare at me once again and slowly trailed his fingers around my jaw felt shivering due to his touch, i slightly gasp out.
❝ you're being naive again hyung..i'd already gave so many hints you still cannot figure it out? i thought you're that smart enough huh? ❞ and then his grip started to tightened making me squinted in pain, ❝ this is not a real world sunghoon, so find out to yourself what will happened to you soon if this face infront will be obsessed with you. ❞ he deeply said as he whispered it, i felt shivered down to my spine hearing it. obsessed.
❝ what do you mean? ❞ i breathly asked him wearing my terrefying expression i was starting to get scared but also confused, i couldn't process by anything as he was right, i was too naive. as his grip was still tight and my jaw was already numb and his face were also inches closer to me. he smiled like a psycho and l'm already desperate to know it.
far as i know today..this is really not riki, this person was a dream for a long time. but how could i know that he was giving me some hints to know from what will happened to me, but what if..
❝ you and your caring friend infront of you will be broke apart, because of his love violations towards you, if you really want to know. ❞ his grip loosened and leaned back of me, he stared at me once again and laugh deeply.
❝ go and find yourself to your friend named nishimura riki, that he liked you.
and don't wait he'll kill someone after.. ❞ what...?
❝ SUNGHOON-AH OPEN THE DOOR! ❞
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