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GO AWAY!!!

JUST- GO AWAY!

Okay, but are you sure?

YES! I am!

I need you to confirm that, thats what you truly want.

Yes it is! That is what I want. Why do you keep asking?

Than say it again. Say what you want me to do?

Didn't you hear me!?

No, I did hear you loud and clear.

THAN why do you want me to say it again?

I just want to know what you want me to do? But you need to be sure!

Of course I'm sure! Why wouldn't I be?

Than... Tell me-

OKAY!! Fuck just- Just go away?

This doesn't sound like an answer, it sounds more like a question.

A question?

Yeah. Now... It doesn't feel like you want me to leave.

Really?

Yeah.

Might be so...

I see.

But... I don't want you here either.

Is that so?

I think?

You know...

No. I don't know, actually, I don't know anything.

Oh? That so?

Yes.

Why are you so sure?

Am I?

I do not know.

Really?

Should I know?

I think?

Why?

I just hat the feeling you would know something?

Really?

Yeah.

What should I know?

I don't know...

Than how should I know?

But... You know!

What? What do I know?

Why.

Why?

Yes. Why.

I do not understand what you want me to do?

Why should you do something?

I always do something.

Than... Do nothing.

I can't.

You can't?

No.

What if I really want you to do nothing?

Do you?

I think?

But thinking is not wanting.

You talk much, don't you?

Is something wrong with that?

Yes.

Why?

It's annoying me.

Is that so?

Yes!

I'm sorry, but I certainly can not stop.

WHY!

I do not have an answer for that.

THAN GO!

I can't go.

WHA- DISAPPEAR THAN!

Do you really want me to disappear?

No!

Oh?

I mean, Yes!!! Just go away, let me be!

But you said "no".

I did?

Yes.

Oh. NO! That was just an accident.

Really? It did feel honest.

Maybe?

So you do not want me to go?

Honestly?

You can be honest with me if you want, it actually does not matter, I know the truth anyway.

Oh. Than why du you keep talking with me?

Thats just what I do. Not more nor less.

I don't understand you.

I know.

But I do not want you to go because... If you go I'm going to be alone again, but if you stay, Im sure I'll go... Insane.

We both know it's not easy to get rid of me.

We do?

Yes. You talked it easy.

I did?

Yes.

Can I go?

Yes. But do you want to?

Do I?

That is something I can't answer.

Do I need an answer?

I do not know.

Me too.

Okay.

How long are we going to do this?

There is no limid.

Oh?

It can be as long as ever, or as short as now.

Wow...

What?

Nothing, at least I have someone to talk to.

You want to talk.

I think?

Ok.

Have I changed ?

That is a sudden question. How come you ask me that?

I just...

Yes. Yes you have changed.

Oh...

If it makes you feel batter I have changed too.

No.

What?

No, it's not making me feel batter.

Oh. Should I have said something else?

I don't know.

Ok.

I'm tired.

I see.

Yeah. I should probably be going.

If you thing so.

Yeah.

I am sorry.

Okay. Bye now.

This was a mistake, we both knew it, or not.