thoughts

Be Quiet. I Mean It.

Hey.

Hello.

Can I?

Yeah sure, come here.

I... It took me a while to come here again I think.

Yeah, longer than any of the last times.

I mean, I kinda saw it comming, I guess I can't provent it from happening.

Not really. So what pushed you down again?

You know, lately, I am offten told to be quite, shut up, that it's not appropriate for me to be so loud...

I see.

It feels bad because it took me so long to finde this voice of mine in the first place and now I am supposed to kill it.

I mean no, you shouldn't, but if it is what helps you survive, than what else are you supposed to do?

Yeah, maybe it's for the best. I mean, I allready lost my words, so what is there left to talk anyway.

See, it can be as easy as that.

Yes.

Mhm. Keep it up, just a little longer.

I know, just a little longer.

Is there something else?

Quite a bit, but nothing special. Just... everybody questioning me, keeping me down, flat on the surface of the world, so that I don't go wondering of. Although I am not sure if this surface is quite as sturdy as mine.

Don't worry, nothing is as sturdy as that. And so I guess it's not a bad thing over here.

Just a little longer.

If you keep on going with just a little longer, it's never going to happen soon.

I feel like, saying it's just a phase us making it worse, wrong. Like its stupid, I am wrong and just making a big fuzz about it.

But you are. Give it up. Put yourself together. Nobody cares, so why are you even thinking that. Shut it down, I know you can do that, you have done it before.

Yes, ofcourse.

And a tip, before you get out there againg and begin talking, or even worse, yelling, remember to always think twice, and stay quite.

Just always think twice.

Yes.

So nobody has to know, Nobody cares and I just have to be quiet.

Do as you are told to, otherwise you are different and always the problem, again. At least that way they forget about that fact.