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I'm not doing my best at cheer, i mean I love the sport and Woodward Cheer Camp is in two days. I can't wait, but the only thing that's wrong is i'm absolutely failing at every move I do.

I'm falling out of simple stunts barely getting in the air.

I'm falling out of tucks, backhand springs, front punch and just basic skills i've been going since i was like 6.

And I don't know why, but me and Jaden are either really toxic like arguing 24/7. If we aren't we're making out. Which since we are dating your supposed to do that even if you don't want to, right.?

"Are you ready?"Rose asked walking into my room seeing me laying down texting Jaden. "Huh?"I mumbled, "It's time to leave, let's go!"Mom walked in and i nodded grabbing my bag, for a afternoon practice.

Me and my lovely boyfriend were talking about our plans later, he's taking me out then we are going to my house to have s'mores.

Once we arrived i went to stretch with Bella, Bella and Tina.

"Hey girls!"I smiled, "Roselle!!"Bella and Belle smiled back and all Tina said was, "Oh hey Elle,"

But she's busy texting and stretching.

"Who you texting?"I asked, "You finally got a boyfriend,"I added winking. "She barely stretched, and she won't tell us who's she texting."Belle stated and Tina began to blush at something.

Once everyone was ready we began working on jumps. To be exact for touch, front hurdle, pike into a side hurdle. Let me tell you my legs weren't straight and my toes weren't pointed, "ROSELLE WHAT HAS BEEN WRONG WITH YOU LATELY, DO IT AGAIN!"Coach Piper yelled at me so I did.

Then tumbling which was a punch front ro tuck, full, whip then double full. It actually is going good i'm doing everything without messing up.

Wait never mind i fell on the whip, "Are you okay?"Like everyone asked and i just smiled and nodded.

In reality my right wrist is killing me.

"Are you sure, it's a bit red?"Coach Piper came up to me and asked, "I'm 100% fine. It'll go away soon!"I replied.

"GIRLS STUNTS THEN PYRAMID!"Coach May yelled and we got in our stunt groups.

"Seriously Roselle, are you okay?"Bella asked worried, "Yep, don't worry about it!"I said a bit sassy. "Damn what's your problem?"Belle asked, "I'll tell you and Bella later,"I sighed talking to Belle, before getting thrown up.

I actually did good, wait bit good absolutely amazing we didn't messing up at all! Even with my wrist still hurting. It'll probably feel better later, it's probably not broken.

Finally it was fine for pyramid and it went horribly wrong. On the first truck i slipped and fell straight on my right wrist.

The only thing i remembered after that was me screaming out in pain and the ambulance.

"Roselle, darling are you okay?"I heard a voice ask. It was my mother and father.

"What happened?"I asked, "You fractured your wrist, you'll be out in the ER in a few minutes."Mom said calmly, "We just need to sign papers, so in like 30 minutes."Dad added.

Soon they left the room because Jaden requested to talk to me privately.

"Hey baby,"I smiled, "What the fvck happened?"He asked harshly, "I fractured my wrist but at least i'm not wearing a cast!"I awkwardly laughed, "I don't believe this, how are you that stupid to fracture your god damn fvcking wrist. Did you do this because you didn't want to make out!!"He told me and tears started forming in my eyes. "Now your crying, you little b!tch!"Jaden added harshly.

Why does he always have to raise his voice at me, i didn't nothing wrong?

Soon I was out of the ER, and went home trying to enjoy my time talking to Adeline. But Jaden was the only thing on my mid, well plus food but still. "Roselle, you good sweetheart. You look at bit off?"Mom asked, and I responded with, "Yea, just hungry"

Once we got home dad went to fix me a sandwich as mom dropped Adeline off to acting classes.

"Why would you continue to cheer if you wrist was red and purple, now you can't go back till October."Dad stated handing me my food, "WHAT!!"I shouted, those words broke my heart. "Yea... well i have a virtual meeting. I'll be in my office if you need me."He added walking to his office.

Now i'm all alone, Jaden canceled to date because he claims 'I can't stand looking at you, stop doing this stuff for attention. I'm canceling the date. I'll see you at 9 for s'mores.'

I began to scroll on tiktok going to my room, then duetted a tiktok from four years ago when the app was musically. Over 800 people liked the post right when i uploaded it.

Once mom, Rose, and Adeline came home, Rose went straight to my room.

"I'm so sorry,"She apologized, "Why?" "Because I wasn't there at the hospital with you. Bella, Belle and Tina is visiting you tomorrow after practice,"She stated, and I nodded.

Soon enough 9 came around and Jaden arrived. Me and my mom leaded him to the backyard where everyone else was at. He decided to sit me to me and Adeline.

Everything's going good we're telling stories and having a good time. But once it was over and we all headed our separate ways, me taking Jaden to my room. So we could watch Tv.

Not ever five minutes into Country Comfort on Netflix, Jaden asked, "Can we make out?" "I just want to relax, i've had a tough day."I sighed. I can't stand when he asks that, I don't want to make out with him!

"Do you not live me anymore?"He asked, "Jaden it's not like-"I wanted to say before he cut me off, "So you don't, this isn't fair. Not everything is about you!"He raised his voice. "I know it's just that i don't feel like it,"I looked at him. He look absolutely pissed, I should've agreed.

"You never want to do anything with me you little mother fvcker!"He yelled, I think it's think for me to finally stand up for myself.

"I'm the mother fvcker!! If i'm not cheering i'm constantly with you, trying to enjoy my time and be happy. But all you want to do this make out, when i don't want to. You always beg me to do things out of my comfort zone, so i'm sorry I don't want to touch you or make out. What happened to the old you I loved when you actually cared about me? Now your just straight up toxic, this relationship is over!"I snapped

"So your breaking up with me?"He asked lowering his voice, "Yeah, yes i am!"I added. Then Jaden said something I would never except him to say, "Oh well I didn't need you, i'm in a happy relationship with Tina," "What... GET OUT, GET THE FVCK OUT NOW!!"I yelled and he obeyed.

Now i've been crying on my bed for around an hour with the door locked. I can't believe he would cheat on me with one of my now ex-best friends. I miss the old him.

I ended up blocking him and Tina on everything and cried myself to sleep watch Country Comfort.

Today has been horrible.

A/N
um yea sorry bout that, but i swear it'll make since at the end of this book, hopefully chapter 40 idk. i've been plotting this for a while. cue the evil laugh BAHAHAHA