Tempted✿Minsung

The Heart That Beats For You.

Jisungs Pov

I wake up the next morning to Minho holding me close to his chest as one of his arms were draped around my shoulders and my hand was rested on the center of his chest. Normally I don't sleep well but when ever I sleep beside him,I feel so safe and my nightmares here lately have gone down to nothing.

He was still in a deep sleep as his chest rose and fell slowly. All of that running and excitement must have worn him out last night. He looks like a angel when he's asleep with his chesnut hair slightly fluffed up and his sharp jaw relaxed.

His heart rate slowly went up as he woke up again. "Good morning love,how long have you been awake for?" He rubs his dark brown eyes with his free hand then blinks rapidly.  My heart skipped a beat as he says the word 'love. I eventually got to calm that part down before I die of a heart attack. 'His voice is kinda deeper and raspy than normal and I'm not lying it's attractive but everything he does is almost so...

"Not that long ago." I grabbed my phone quickly to check the time. Oh shit its done 3:00 PM. Although we might have stayed up a tad too late last night.

We probably have to leave here by tommorow early in the morning since our plane tickets are for 5:00 AM. Which is just lovely for us because that means not much sleep, I'm sorta used to it but Minho not so much.

"What do you want to do today Minho?" I ask him as this place is pretty much known for their beaches but once and done for me. But I'm more of a indoor person rather than a outdoor person.

"Mm maybe just enjoying the hotel room and the presence of my loved one while you still have one more day off after today. " he gets up and grabs his laptop putting it on to the drama that we were watching back when we were at my apartment.

"I thought we would watch this drama. I couldn't get that cliffhanger out of my head" The drama 'Goblin' was on the last 6 episodes.

We paused it and ordered room service which was one of the best dinners I've had other than my mothers and Minho's meals.

Minho's Pov

As time ticked on, the final episode of 'Goblin or guardian:lonely and great god.' This story is so sad and yet so heartwarming at the same time.

I'm trying my best not to cry while Jisung is a sobbing mess over here next to me. Its kinda cute though,I rub his shoulder and he says through his sobbing "don't touch me, this is too emotional" he says jokingly and I smacked his arm lightly

"Okay, don't come to me when you have to pay damages for when you flood the whole hotel with your tears."

He laughs, pausing the drama "Damn it Minho, can you not cry properly to this touching scene. Your about to cry too. Don't act like you aren't."

"I don't know such thing Jisung." I wiped his tears and got up going into the bathroom to get him tissues and went back in the bedroom and tosses them to him. I crawl back under the white sheets and pressed play.

When the main girl dies and they drag on the long death, I started crying alot even though I tried my hardest not to, it breaks my heart but at the same time for reaper it was closure for him in the best friend way. It made me sob worse when I realised one thing, when Jisung dies or I die, we will have to say our final words in a short time span if we don't know.

Even if we did know, we wouldn't want our last moments together to be sad but at the same time, we wouldn't wabt words to left unsaid. But this is closure on a whole nother level. If Jisung dies first, which I never want to think about that happening then I will have to be the one to say goodbye to him and live on without him. Bringing his favorite flowers to him every year on memorial day and on the anniversary of our wedding and death.

Nothing would keep me away from his grave at least once a day if that were to happen. I would speak to his grave as if he was still there talking with me as if we were not chatting over dramas and anything else within our days.

This hurts my soul on a different level to think about when neither of us are in bad health and are still young. But then I realise, anything could happen at anytime and I wouldnt know.

No one really knows what happens. Death doesnt give us a warning at the end of the day. Han knows that the most and the fact that he still fully gives his heart to me without fearing that touches me on a whole other level.

When the end credits roll,I hug him really tight as that made me realise that I need to cherish him more than what I already do.  He smirks "now who was crying more and still is?"

He wipes my tears as I stare at his perfect face through my tear filled eyes. I bury my head into his neck and he rubs my shoulders gently.  I manage to say through my tears "I don't want to ever loose you early."

He grabs my face and says "Why worry about it? What happens will happen we can only hope for the best and cherish each other company while we have it."

"But what would you do if I died first?"

"I would of course attend your funeral saying how great you were and loving then each occasion I would sit on beside your grave bringing your favorite food and flowers and update you on everything that happened.  But I wouldn't cry until I got to my car because I would stay strong for you until my day to see you again. However one thing that I hope never happens is not being able to say goodbye to you. " he was crying as well as he said that as it processed in his head.

We stayed there holding each other crying until we calmed down and fell asleep holding each other extra close that night.