(btw, jason is alive and is ur ex😜 you broke up with him a month ago, you and eddie got together 4 weeks ago:))
tw: cutting, self harm, su1cide! attempts, panic attacks(?), strangling, hitting, punching, rude names, mentions of blood, slurs(btw i am these slur/slurs so dont come at me😐)
on with the story
y/ns pov
another shitty weekday. i woke up at 6:32, i went to the kitchen to grab some breakfast and coffee. eddie spent the night at my house, he was still asleep in my bed. once i got done with breakfast, i went back up to my room. its was 7:01. i woke up eddie, got ready for school, and went downstairs to put my shoes on and get my bag. "eddie! are you ready for school??" i yelled from downstairs, he was still in my room. "almost!" he yelled back. i waited for him at the door, after a bit he came down. "did you eat?" i asked him. "no." he said, i quickly grabbed him a cheese stick from the fridge, gave it to him and went out to the car. by the time we left, it was 7:52. school starts at 8:07. "shit, what time is it? are we gonna be late?" i said, trying not to look off the road while driving. "uhh.. its 7:53 now. dont worry sweetheart, who cares if were late." he said, turning on some dio. "whatever." i said, continuing driving. we got to school at 8:00. i got my stuff from my locker, and we quickly went to class.
time skip to lunch🦶
it was lunch, me and eddie were talking and laughing with each other. until suddenly, the lunch door slammed open. it was jason and his friends. it was dead silent. he walked over to hellfire table and told me to get up. "what do you want, ja-" i got cut off by a punch, i fell down and eddie stood up. "what the fuck, jason?" he got up and started a fight with him. "eddie, please stop." i said to him, pulling him off of jason. "shit...y/n, go." he said, looking at me "no please stop..its all my fault." i said with tears in my eyes, looking at the ground. "yeah it is. you whore." jason said. he pushed eddie out of the way and slapped me. "WHO THE FUCK BREAKS UP WITH SOMEONE AND GETS WITH SOMEONE ELSE PRETTY MUCH A FUCKING DAY AFTER, YOU FUCKING SLUT." jason yelled. "WHY. TELL ME FUCKING WHY." he slapped me a second time, blood all over my face. "be..because you cheated..with chrissy.." (yes you and chrissy are good friends, you just cant forgive her for what she did) i said, trying to get up and sit on the seat at the table. "stay down you bitch. i didnt fucking cheat, it was a god damn mistake. you slut, looking for attention." everyone in the lunchroom said 'ooooo' "yes...you did..it wasnt a mistake, it was on purpose. i caught you having sex with her." i looked down at my wrist..looking at how empty it was. "youre just looking for attention. you attention whore. at least im dating someone way way better then this freak metalhead who probably worships the devil. disgusting." he kicked me in my knee, "ow.." i said. "that hurt? if that did, then will this fucking hurt?" jason grabbed me so i stood up, grabbed my neck and pushed me to the wall, lifting me up. i was choking, eddie couldnt do anything because jasons friends were holding him back. "if anyone fucking tries to help y/n, youre dead." everyone stayed back, me looking hopeless. after what felt like two minutes, i got an idea. i kicked jason in the nose and fell to the ground. "OW WHAT THE FUCK." i took the knife from my plate and ran to the bathroom. once i was in the bathroom, i started cutting myself. i heard jason and his friends roaming the halls, looking for me "where are you, you faggot!" i covered my mouth so he would hear me crying. after like 20 minutes, he gave up. everyone went to class besides dustin and eddie. "y/n, where are you?!" i heard them calling. i thought it was jason because of me crying, i didn't recognize the voice. i started having a panic attack. "shit.." eddie said, running into the bathroom. "y/n! holy fuck sweetheart, i was so fucking worried. are you okay? whats wrong? why do you have a knife??! calm down sweetie..please.." he grabbed a paper towel, wet it with cold water, then put it on my wrists. "holy shit sweetheart..why did you do this?" he said, tears building up, hugging me. "i..im sorry..." i said, crying. "nonono dont be sorry please, its not your fault. jason is a bitch and doesnt give a shit about anything or anyone. please..dont hurt yourself.." he told me, grabbing more wet and cold paper towels to put on my neck and face. "ow.." i said, pretty much sobbing at this point. one of the teachers ig heard and came to the bathroom "whats wro- HOLY SH- STUFF I MEANT. EDDIE MUNSON GET TO CLASS." the teacher yelled, my anxiety going higher and higher the more noise there was. "shut the fuck up, go away and teach your god damn students. im comforting my partner. cant you see? i dont care about my fucking classes all i care about is y/n. get the fuck away from us." he said, the teacher leaving, angry as hell. "eddie..it hurts.." i said, pretty much stopping crying. "i know i know, but we have to deal with it for now. im sorry i couldn't help. those pets of jasons held me back. i love you so much, please dont hurt yourself.." he said, kissing my forehead and holding my hands. "i wanna go home.." i said looking down. "okay" he said, picking me up bridal style so he doesnt hurt me at all. dustin was outside the bathroom. "hey, are you okay?" he asked me. "y-yeah im fine.." i said sniffling. "hey dustin, can you get y/ns bag and stuff from their locker?" eddie asked, resting against the lockers holding me. "yeah uh..whats the password thingy?" he asked. "oh..its 18622.." i told dustin. "alright.." he got my stuff "ill walk out with you guys, youre going home right? ill walk to the car with you so it wont be so much trouble." dustin said, starting to walk to the door. "okay.." i said. we walked out to the car, dustin put my stuff in the back, eddie put me in the passenger seat, and eddie in the drivers. "hey, drive safe. be okay, y/n. miss you guys already, bye!" dustin said with a smile thru the window. "bye dustin, thanks for helping. youre the best" i smiled back at him. "yeah , thanks dustin. youre a good kid." dustin walked away from the car, waving at us. i waved back. "do good on your test dustybun!" i yelled as we drove away. "WE HAVE A TEST?!?? OH SHIT." dustin said, running into the school and back to class.
time skip when were at y/ns house😍
"hey, why are you guys back so early-" steve said, saying that then realizing my bruises and cuts. "holy shit, y/n are you okay? what the fuck happened?" steve said, angry. "let me go put them up in their room, we can talk in a bit." eddie said, running up to my room and setting me on my bed. "ill be right back sweetheart, if you need me just call for me alright?" he said kissing my forehead, heading out the door "mhm...thank you.." eddie headed downstairs to talk to steve. "so what happened? did you do anything to them? if you fucking did munson youre de-" steve said grabbing eddies collar. "nonono i didnt...it was jason.. and kinda partly my fault for not helping but i would never hurt y/n" eddie said, tearing up a bit but hiding it. "what did that bitch do?" steve said, letting go of eddie and leaning on the counter.
after eddie told the story😐
"so thats what happened.." eddie said, sitting down while drinking a beer. "holy shit. i thought y/n was clean..werent they? but what that bitch did to y/n was fucked up. why? and why did i ever even let y/n date that whore? how come i never knew? did dustin know?" steve said kinda freaking out. "no dustin didnt know..neither did i. but ill try and get y/n to get clean. im sorry this happened steve." eddie said, finishing his beer and throwing it away. "its...okay i guess. just please be there for y/n more? i cant really because i have a job and im pretty much always babysitting the children so i cant be there for them. but thank you, eddie for being there for y/n." steve said, putting his hand on eddies shoulder. "yeah, im uh gonna go check up on y/n, see ya." eddie said, running up to my room. "hey, darling im back..sorry it took-" he said, realizing i was asleep by the time he got back up here. "oh.." he whispered, taking off his jackets, closed the door, lit some incense, turned off the lights and got in bed with me. soon, he fell asleep.
a few hours later i woke up, eddie still asleep. it was like 3:00 once he fell asleep. it was now 10:00. "fuck...ah shit...." i said, trying to sit up. i guess i woke eddie up, moving and talking to myself. "hey...sweetheart. go back to sleep.." he said sitting behind me and hugging my waist. "ah..i cant sleep" i said just sitting there and staring at the floor. "are you hungry? thirsty? need to smoke? shower? what do you need, sweetie?" he said kissing the back of my neck. "i am kinda hungry..and need to smoke.. but you probably wont let me because i got fucked up.." i said tearing up, quickly wiping my tears so i didnt seem like a wimp. "i can go get my drug stuff and what do you want to eat?" he said, getting off me slowly and sure not to hurt me, then heading to the door. "uhm..just some chips please" i said. "alright, ill be right back." he said heading downstairs.
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BROO TYSM FOR 270 READSSS<3333 YALL ARE THE BEST:)) ill make a part 2, this has alot of words and im getting bored with this part so yh😍
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