Me and Her

Day 4

Today was a very bad day but I was thinking it was good all day long
I always try to make small things important and whenever one happens I say to myself that today is gonna be a good day
I asked X about her age and well...
She's 21
Not much of a difference but still it would be hard to... Ughh...
I mean it will be hard to be friends with her i think
Well I lie to myself
It will be hard to ask her about her feelings when the time comes
Tomorrow I will ask her out for umm.. Tomorrow
My shift ends at 9.30 pm so I will tell her to go for a walk or for a drink to get to know each other better
I hope it goes well
If I find the time to speak to her
I will try to call her for this or something
I really don't know and I don't want to rush it but I want to go out and learn more about her
I will take the risk and try to make it happen
If I get rejected it will be harder and I will be sad but it's alright
I will tell her that I just want to get to know her better
That's all for today
We had so many people because of a baptism and I'm so tired
Bye byee