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I kiss him but it can never be just a kiss, he wants more but it doesn't feel right. I've had sex before so what's the big deal?? "You're never in the fucking mood" he mumbles. Ouch, but he's not wrong. Am I attracted to him? Aesthetically, romantically, emotionally… yeah. Colin's nice on the eyes but I don't look at him and think 'damn I want him inside of me huffing and puffing inches away from my face.' 

I'm just not comfortable, yet? 

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