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I am eighteen and I still can't accept that I am bisexual...
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I just do not understand how I can be attracted to both genders at the same time or is it not at the same time...?
This is so confusing-
Ni-ki wanted to mentally slap himself and teach himself a lesson, but all of his analyzing and overthinking was suddenly interrupted by a loud thump and Sunghoon's overdramatic whining.
Ni-ki quickly glanced at him, just to assure that his hyung was okay, before looking away as he tried to find an easy way to somehow get rid of his attraction over his gender.
"Sunghoon-ah you fine?" Heeseung asked as he glanced at him already concerned as Sunghoon only nodded in response. "Riki-ah, check on him you're closer to him," Heeseung suggested as Ni-ki glanced at him puzzled.
He just hit his knee under the table-
"No, need for that, I am fine." Sunghoon chuckled as he pulled one part of the grey sweatpants he was wearing and it revealed a red mark.
Oh, damn-
Ni-ki gasped a bit surprised before he jumped off his seat, turned around, and rushed to Sunghoon's side. "Well, that was like some kind of an action movie," Jay commented at what Sunoo and Jake laughed at loud in sync, while Jungwon sighed in response.
"Are you okay hyung?" Ni-ki asked as he kneeled in front of Sunghoon, not only making Sunghoon surprised but other members as well.
"I'm fine, Riki-ah." Sunghoon smiled at him and soon after that, he pulled the part of the sweatpants down. "My skin is kind of sensitive, that's all." Sunghoon shrugged at what Ni-ki could only nod in response as he felt embarrassed.
"You can go back to where you were sitting Ni-ki, thanks," Sunghoon suggested as Ni-ki swallowed a lump of saliva and got up from his somewhat weird position. "Sorry, Jungwon-ie hyung." He sighed as he noticed that Jungwon was probably tired from his activities and other things that Ni-ki didn't have to worry about nor did he know anything about it in the first place.
"Okay, so uh our schedule for tomorrow is kind of packed and I tried to convince them and well our manager as well that they'll give as a free day or something since I felt like all of you were exhausted, but all I have gotten in response was scolding..." Jungwon sighed as he glanced down.
"You didn't have to do that..." Sunoo pouted. "After all, we did kind of get used to it..." Heeseung added. "Yeah, but I feel bad, Sunghoon hyung's been coughing recently, thank Godness he is negative..." Jungwon said as he glanced at Heeseung. "And on top of that none of you are sleeping well, especially Riki and you hyung-"
"Hyung, you don't need to worry about that, after all, I am used to it and I am full of energy all the time-" Ni-ki wanted to say more, but was interrupted by Sunghoon. "Yeah, I still can't believe that you grew so tall, I am jealous," Sunghoon commented as Ni-ki glanced at him and immediately started laughing.
This hyung-
"Okay, but jokes aside you shouldn't worry that much about it, after all, we would tell you if something's wrong with anything, but I do appreciate it." Jay smiled at Jungwon as Jungwon nodded in response.
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FanfictionJust Ni-ki having a crisis over his sexuality. -Hoonki