𝗛𝗘𝗥 akaashi

004

he wanted to know her better.

☆★

you decided to take a trip to the library in town. it wasn't a far walk, you didn't have a bus pass so walking was the next best thing to get you there. you checked the forecast and dressed accordingly, not like it mattered anyways. it wasn't like you were going to see anyone there, it was just a personal day. plus out of all the small amount of people you know who would you actually see. it's not like you have any close friends that would genuinely like to be around you. you sighed as you left the house walking in the direction of the library. you thought you could maybe study there as well as look for some books to maybe rent.

you didn't want the day to feel depressing but here you were walking to the library to study alone when you could of done that in the comfort of your very own home. it was nearly fall, the leaves falling to the ground and the wind slowly picking up. it was refreshing, a change in your environment. the cold was a billion times nicer than the hot summers so you admired how the wind felt against your skin as you walked. it was a nice quiet day, you had your headphones on playing your favourite song enjoying the space around you.

you'd finally arrived to the library after your quick little walk there. finding a spot to sit down and put your stuff on the table to start to get ready to study a little bit before wandering around looking at the various types of books. you didn't enjoy studying and knew that you wouldn't be able to study for more than an hour so you did exactly that. you studied for just an hour before getting up to look at books. as if the world hated you the second you went towards a window you look out to see that it was down pouring and it didn't look like it was stopping in any second.

the rain was probably the best thing in the world yet, the thought of getting soaked wasn't in your agenda today. you didn't bring and umbrella because you'd didn't think it would rain, not this hard atleast. one occurrence happens after another just like in the movies, a boy walks into the library hall soaked with water. you make eye contact with him realizing that's it's akaashi, you slowly try to make your way to a different floor in the library to avoid him.

it wasn't a school day, isla already had forced you to go to their games for a few weeks. you didn't need to see him outside school especially after what happened the last time you had talked to him. he most not of realized it was your from your outfit because he didn't follow you up to the second floor.

taking a random book off the shelf and then going to another area to sit down to read it to distract yourself from him. you weren't even acquainted with him so nothing should happen, yet you had this feeling in your stomach where as he might start talking to you. on a day that isn't a school day, a day for yourself, a day where you dressed down, a day where you finally can be yourself.

he wondered where you had gone. he had seen you when he first walked in and wanted to talk to you, he grew quiet fond of you after a few times of talking. he had spoken to you a few times after the volleyball practices but you didn't seem quite interested in volleyball talk and isla staring daggers into the back of your head. he thought it would be a convenient time to talk to you here. he had no idea you'd be in the library he was trying to get to today, but it was nice for him to know that someone else from his school was here. he had looked for you just to talk for a little, not knowing what to talk about but just something, maybe your favourite book perhaps.

you had cleared your mind, it's fine if he wants to talk. it's not the end of the world, if you talk to him. you had talked a few times before, he probably had noticed that you didn't really want anything to do with sports and that you were forced. you were supposed that he even made an effort to talk to you, bokuto said he rarely ever talks to girls. that he's afraid of all his fan girls, or girls in general.

"hey funny seeing you here" he just happened to me going to the area you randomly sat down at

"oh hi, yeah i guess"

"you like those kinds of books?" you had no idea what u had even picked up, luckily when you were walking over to this area you grabbed some gaming manual.

"oh yeah, i game"

"oh cool, not really something simone comes to the library for"

"yeah my intentions were romance books but i just saw this and was like why don't i read it" you felt as if you were talking too much. maybe he'd go away

"ah romance, i'm here for that too and some action" he looks over to the side and you get caught within his beauty

"action is such a great genre i love it"

"right it's so good"

"yeah, yet i usually only read mangas"

"ah me too, not only but i do read some. it's nice because there are drawings to help show the action or romance" he laughed a little, it was too much he was talking so casually. you just be making him feel uncomfortable.

"sorry but i'm going to go look in another section, see you again some other time"

"what section are you going too?"

"just romance for a second"

"can i come along?"

"if you want to get romance books, but i'm just gonna garb a few then leave so do what you want"

"okay"

he followed you down to the romance aisle, you did exactly what u said.

"sorry if i make you feel uncomfortable around me"

"no it's okay i'm not really uncomfortable" it was the truth, you didn't feel uncomfortable

"would you like to hang out some other time though? maybe on a day where our schedules aline?"

"maybe" it was weird why was he saying that

grabbed your books and said by then checked then out and left. it was still raining but lightly. it was odd having conversations with him, for someone who was basically ignored by guys have some attractive gorgeous guy taking to you so casually makes a person feel weird. the feeling is so odd, you could never quite put your finger on it. why it felt so odd, maybe it was because he felt like he was in a completely different level tha you. that he shouldn't be talking to a person like you. why would he ask someone like you to hang out, like a date. you'd barely known the guy, i guess you could get to know him but this whole situation felt weird. maybe it's because you have never really experienced anything like this before.

note!
it's getting harder and harder to write these chapters i've been so tired lately. probably a lot of grammar errors sorry lmao, i'll come back and fix them another day