Sheo: Our Journey to Love

_Chapter 5_

Theo's POV

She's kissing me. I'm shocked. She pulls away. "I'm sooo sorry, Theo. I-" I kiss her. She kisses back. Hard. It feels passionate. Her lips are the perfect size for mine. Our mouths moves together, and the pieces fit like a puzzle. We're kissing hard & long, and she pulls back for air.

"You kissed me back." She says with her eyes closed, her voice almost a whisper.

"Yeah, I-"

" Do you regret it?" She blurts out, opening her eyes. I stare into her hazel orbs. I want to kiss her again, so I do. In the middle of kissing Shai someone knocks on the door. "Theodore!! Are you still in there?!"

"Yeah, well you have a girlfriend. A pretty girlfriend, who makes you happy. You should leave, now." She says obviously mad.

"Shai-" I grabs here wrist as she tries to walk to her room. I turn her around. She looks hurt, and like she's about to cry. I'm about to say something when Ruth bangs on the door and starts yelling again.

"Keep your door unlocked, I'll be back tonight." With that I let her go, grab my phone and go to the door. "Bye Shai". Then I walk out.

Ruth's POV

I know Shai likes my Theo, who doesn't? I know he likes her too, and I will not let him leave me for that. So, I'll give him one thing a man likes. Sex. As soon as Theo come out he looks reddish. I let that slid, and kiss him sexily. I moan into his mouth, I know he loves that. I walk backwards, to his room across the hall. I open the door and close it when we get in.

"I want you to fuck me. I want you to go rough." I plead. He doesn't even respond, he just starts taking off me and his clothes. He picks me up and throws me on the bed. He goes to the night stand and puts on a condom. He comes back over and slams inside of me.

*Ten Minute Time Lapse*

He's going so rough. It feels so good. We're in mid-orgasm. He's moaning with his eyes shut. Then the next thing that happens makes me want to kill him. He starts moaning Shai's name

"Shai" it's barley audible, but clear enough for me to hear.

"Theo!" I scream and he pulls out of me realizing I'm mad.

"Ruth, I'm so sorry! I don't even know why I said that!" He seems nervous and scared. He does like her..... Maybe more then me.

I get up and grab some shorts under garments, and a shirt. "Ruth, where are you going?" I ignore him, and slip on some slippers. I walk across the hall and knock on Shai's door. "COMING!" She yells, then opens the door.

"Ruth wha-" She starts but I cut her off.

"You little flat chested, health freak. You fucking ugly slut! Your fucking him, aren't you?! That doesn't matter. He's moaning your name while we're having sex! I don't know what he sees in you. I'm better in every way possible! But who gives a fuck!" a small group off the cast is gather around us.

"You want him! You can have him! He probably loves you more!" Just by looking at her I want to hit her. I start to swat at her, but someone grabs me. It's Theo." Put me down you asshole!" I start fight back until he puts me down in his room. I start packing my thing.

"Ruth Stop!" He's almost yelling, his voice is strict.

"DO YOU LOVE HER THEODORE??!!!" I scream at him. "DO YOU!!!??" He looks down. "You do, don't you?" He looks up and I see sorriness in his eyes.

"I don't know Ruth. I don't know." He says looking me in the eyes.

"It's a yes or no question Theodore. Do you or do you not?

Theo's POV

I don't know. DO I love Shailene? I...

"Yes, I do. But I love you too!" I do love Ruth, just not like before.

"Theo, I wouldn't personally pick her for you. But, if she makes you happy then go for her." She's crying now, so I walk up to her and hug her.

"Theo, We've grown apart, and I tried to fix that, but didn't succeed. So, I'm breaking up with you, and you can be happy. Thank you so much for the time and love we've had together. I do and will always love you Theodore." She kisses me, grabs her bags and walks out of my room, leaving me there to feel like an asshole. She realized that I loved Shailene before I did. She left me for me to be happy. She was the Ruth I grew to love.

"I love you too Ruth. Forever and Always."......