Life is temporary
People are too
Love is too
Emotions can be hidden
Pain
Depression
Disappointed
I keep feeling
Useless
Irrelevant
Stupid
If I left
Would they
Know
Notice
Or look for me
Or was a just there and never actually there
Was I in their life without being there
All of this will come to an end so why should I try to fake for those who don't even care about me
I'll be there within seconds
They take hours days weeks months years
An eternity would pass and they still wouldn't care.