IN THE MIDDLE OF ZOMBIE APOCALYPES (JENLISA)

Chapter 5

-Jennie Ruby Jane Kim
-20 years old
-Supreme Student Government Vice President
-Captain of Seoul High's Fencing Team
-4th year High School

Jennie's POV

I came to school earlier than usual. Jisoo told me last night that her girlfriend will be back today. Her girlfriend and I aren't really that close but we're good either.

I decided to let go my Fencing practice today and focus my attention to my duty as an SSG Officer. Lately I am being lost. I am not myself and that is because of that stupid. Tch!

After I parked my car, I walked straight to the office. The sky is still dark because it's just 5:00 AM. Jisoo told me to come to school at 6 but I can't sleep and I don't want to be alone in our house too.

Last week I gave our maids a vacation. Mom and Dad wont be home until October and it's only July. Celia, the head maid and the others refused my offer but I told them that i'll be fine besides I spend most of my time doing my reports and training. I'm barely home and I don't even eat at home. It's better if they spend their time with their family than to take care of someone like me.

I don't deserve to be taken care by someone. I don't deserve them 'cause I push everyone away from me.

At the end they agreed and they don't have to worry about their salary because they'll still get it while they're on their vacation.

Anyways.. When I reached the office I threw my bag on the couch without looking and sat on my chair. I massaged my temple as it starts to hurt again.

I hate my life!

Things that happened 2 weeks ago started to comeback again.

Maybe all of you are curious what happened to Lisa and I, am I right?

Well after we made sex we fell into deep slumber and as a morning person, I woke up earlier than Lisa. That's when I realized what the fucking hell just happened between us and also I noticed how Lisa changed. I know she's slowly being attach or worst she's slowly falling inlove with me but I couldn't be with her. We can't be together so I was the one to distance myself.

I left without any trace. I ignored her calls and texts. Yes. I know it was her who spammed me with those texts and calls. I know her number and her contact was saved in my phone.

Remember when Lisa and I went to the kids' home? She borrowed my phone to type the location right? That time she also added her number on my contacts and adressed herself as "Lili". I never deleted her number nor changed her name. Why? Because it's cute, duh..

And regarding to those harsh words I spout in front of her... It was painful for me too and I know it was stupid of me to say those to her but it was my only solution so she would be back to her old self. The Manoban who used to hate me... I guess it worked??

Because she got a girl without even a day passing. Oh well she's not Lalisa Manoban for nothing right?...

At the Baratie.. I badly wanna kill Eunwoo for ruining Lisa's face but I can't do it.. Lisa's effort protecting my image would be wasted if I sided her.

Even if I cursed her, called her a bitch, a whore, hoe or even though I hurted her that day she still choosed to protect me. She still prioritized my reputation over hers.