Look Far and Exceed Yourself is an autobiographical book of a woman who wants to reach a goal in her life, due to that until 2018 she had not dedicated herself to anything good, Patricia is a messy woman, she does not like cleaning, like she tells...
It was a morning at the beginning of Autumn 2021, I remember the day and time well, I just woke up, I picked up my phone to see the time, when I decided to check one of my social networks, I see that I have a new message and a new friend request.
I decided to open and accepted the person's friend request, we began to talk and talk pleasantly, we began to get to know each other more and more.
The minutes passed and the conversation became very beautiful, we exchanged our whatsapp phone numbers so that the friendship became a little stronger, and without realizing it, it became more than a simple conversation with a stranger.
I checked his Instagram profile and I began to like his photos, he also LIKEd mine, everything was very nice and special, he was becoming for me a balbula of relief from the boring life I had led until that day.
Many men have passed in my life; some with strong characters and others with weak characters, but like him none; each of his messages reached me deep inside, in the depths of my soul, it was like being reborn to life, it was as if God was giving me another chance to love and smile again.
He is a man of Spanish - Ecuadorian origins, nationalized American, his work is not the easiest in this world, because he gives his life for his country, a soldier with a strong character, with a tender and loving heart, with a beautiful daughter 6 years old. His story moved me and every day I fell more in love, until we decided to make our friendship a formal relationship, he knew that I was still married and that I lived together with my husband but in divorce plans, because my life was no longer the itself, and he arrived just at the right time to fill it with a thousand colors and render it more and more special.
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My love found a place in another smile, because I go out to the street premiering a new smile full of love. Because I was drowning in loneliness, it was just me and my need to love, I was desperate, I tried everything, everywhere I looked, until he came and everything changed.
You do not know how I wish it, if you knew that I am dying for your love and for your lips, if you knew that I am sincere, if you knew that I would give even my eyes, my only love is him.
With him I would lose myself, I would go to the end of the world, he is not a repressed type, he is healing my soul, we are joining the bodies.
I would like that tears between us could be avoided, I would like that fights between us could be avoided, I would give him my skin.
If this is not happiness, let God come down and see that this is glory, but when I dream that his mouth touches me, he kills me and finishes me off well.
Our romance was born with a simple CIAO; BUONGIORNO, MY CHIAMO CHRISTOPHER, COME STAI?, io: Bene grazie, my Chiamo PATRICIA, he wrote to me in Italian because I live in Italy.
Our story will seem like an ordinary story, nothing special to be interested in, but if I decided to make it public it is because the love I feel for Christopher goes beyond a simple I LOVE YOU said to the wind, it goes beyond the firmament, of the stars, because he is the light that illuminates my dark nights, he is the sun on my cloudy days, he speaks to me in every song I listen to and echoes of love sound from my chest. they sound louder and louder.
Every day that passes our story becomes stronger although many times he has asked me to break our relationship, I can not erase it from my mind, it has become an addiction for me.
Seconds, minutes, hours pass and become eternal without him, we had agreed that he would come to visit me for Christmas 2021, and spend that special date with me together with his daughter, but it could not be, the dream could not come back Actually, I felt very bad because I wanted so much to see him, meet him, hug him, caress his skin, give him a kiss that will take his breath away and remind him forever, one of those kisses that leave you sighing for the rest of your days.
I would leave everything for him, I have been presented with several opportunities that other people contact me but I always reject because in my heart there is only him and exclusively him.
At the beginning of the relationship the messages were every hour, now they have become sporadic and not very often, because his work keeps him busy and he cannot dedicate his time to me as before.
