LOOK FAR AND EXCEED YOURSELF

PASSWORD: LIGHTNESS AND MEN IN MY LIFE!

I will dedicate this autobiography of mine to all those who made fun of me for being fat, who said that being fat means ugly, or being thin means beautiful !!

I feel good about myself even though I am aware that I need to lose a few pounds.

I told you that I will tell you about my life and the characters that are in it, I have already made the first ones who are my family whose I love so much.

In my life there have been 4 or 5 men who have marked my past and my present, among the first was Ilir (LILLO), my first official boyfriend in Italy in the eyes of my mother, he was of Albanian origin , and he was 2 years younger than me, I got along very well with him all the time I was with him, he was tall and thin as I like them, and he showed that he loved me as I wanted him, the only problem why it did not go well was because neither he nor I had a residence permit, I think that was the reason why we broke up, neither of us could give the other stability as we deserved.

After Lillo there is Giovanni a man of 32 at the time, also a sailor like the Amato teddy bear, he did everything to win my heart but I didn't give in to his gifts, we went out for three consecutive months every day to the Fiumara shopping center to eat at the Crazy Bull restaurant, which at the time was famous in the amusement center.

With him I do not shoot the spark even if he was tall as I like him but he was too big, I wanted to have him as a friend rather than a boyfriend.

Later in the same year I met Vincenzo together with another friend of his also sailors, with them it was immediately friendship, we went out to get something at the bar to have a chat in fact there was Karina with me, Giuseppe wanted to be or at least try with Karina, however, her nothing, but I liked him and he didn't spin me, whoever wanted to be with me was Vincenzo but I didn't like him physically and he knew very well that's what.