"Grandma..... Grandma please don't leave me now... if you also leave me whom i live with whom i tell about my feelings, my day and with whom i share my problems with.. you are the only person who loves grandma and.. and i love you too GRANDMA!"
The 13 years old said this while crying
The tears are not stopping and continually coming out from the little girl eyes
"Grandma! Open your eyes please!"
The young girl shouted being frustrated as in her life her grandma is everything she loves him so much she can't leave without her grandma
"Hey girl keep aside! This old lady is already dead now"
The middle age female said it very rudely to the young girl
"No she's NOT DEAD!"
The young girl shouted again
"No my Grandma can't leave me like this! No she promised me that she will always with me! Grandma please wake up and prove everyone wrong! Please grandma...please"
The young girl whisper the last word and look down when she herself know that it's no use cause she can't get her grandma back now
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The girl is left alone now
But one day she meet him
When she feel like she is not alone
The young girl was sitting in a park while watching everyone how the kids are enjoying with their parents and family and happy they looks
Meanwhile the girl here is sitting alone as she don't have anyone in her life and today is weekend so don't have school
Even in school no one likes as they think she is unlucky and bring bad luck in other life as after her grandma's dead no one likes her
And now she don't know if the school let her study for free as she didn't pay any fees this year
They give her some time cause they know she has no one now and even say that they will send her to an orphanage as she doesn't have any guardian
But the girl refused and lies that her neighbour's aunt is her mother's friend and they are taking her responsibility but in reality, no is there
She even promises that before this semester's end she pay the school fees
The young girl doesn't want to but decided to she will pay her school fees from her grandma's savings as she left for her before living but she knows it's not enough as she just pays this year's fees and house rent from that but for next year she can't as she doesn't have enough money and the girl is very smart
So she decided before this year ends she find any job and try to get scholarship by giving exams as she is a very brilliant student
When the girl was too much busy in her thoughts she feels like a ball hits her head hardly which hives her pain in her head while she yelps
"Ouch!"
One boy comes to her running
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you it's just me and my friends are playing and I mistakenly kick the ball in this direction. I'm sorry""It's okay" the girl is just able to say this even though it's hurting her she didn't tell him that it's hurting her and just looks down
"Are you sure? Then what's this...?" The boy lightly touches the part where she gets hurt
"Ah" the word automatically comes out of the girl's mouth when the boy touches her
"I-i am fin-"
"Oh my god! Why this is bleeding!! Am so sorry" the boy said when he saw the blood is coming out from the girl's forehead where she gets a little scratch and a little blood is coming from there which not that visible as it looks redder
"It's okay you don't hurt me purposely, it's just a mistake so don't say sorry," the girl said as she give her heart-shape smile to the boy which makes the boy feel even more guilty
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"Btw, I'm Jisoo but you can call me whatever you want," the young jisoo said While smiling
"I'm jungkook and I like your name I will call you just soo.. hehe as I'm very bad at remembering names," jungkook said and shows his bunny smile
"So friends!" Jungkook said and take out his hand for handshake
And the young girl takes it gladlyJungkook came there as his cousin uncle also live there it and it was his uncle's marriage
And jisoo and jungkook meet a few times before jungkook went back to Busan
After jungkook left jisoo also made a new friend in school but soon that friend also leave and she again left alone
But destiny has other plans as jungkook gets admission to the same school where jisoo's study even after 4 years jisoo recognise him when she saw him playing basketball in their school
She always trie's to meet and tell him but she never gets the chance or doesn't have any courage to do so
Until one day she decided to leave a note on his desk During the lunch break
After putting the note she went down to the garden where she saw jungkook and was about to go to him and tell him about her but she saw jungkook with another girl and heard their conversation so she decided to not disturb them and left from there
She doesn't know but she doesn't like to see him with someone else
That day she skips her school and went home where her landlord also shouted at her that if she didn't pay her rent in one week she needs to leave the place
The girl tried to find other jobs in that one week but she can't get any and now she doesn't have any money to pay her rent to the landlord
So she decided to end her life
Jisoo is standing on top of the bridge while crying
She decided she will end her life as there is nothing left to live in this life
"I am all alone, no one loves me, I hate myself, I hate my life, I am the unluckiest soul, I don't want to stay, there is nothing for living in this life"
After saying all this to herself, she jumps from there in the water.
But who knows that someone would save her and change her life and the memories of her past will leave her
And give her a chance to change her destiny
Life gives her one more chance but while forgetting everything
While forgetting her past
And it was the start of her new journey being forgetting her past.....
Tbc
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The Forgotten Past [Sookook FF] ✔️
FanfictionA young girl who was known to be unlucky in her school one day tried to do suicide but jungkook who saw this and save her but he was a little late because of that he has to bring her hospital and he gets to know that she lost her memories as for jun...