(A/N This is my second chapter so don’t judge me too hard! Enjoy! J)
Zayns POV
As I lay in my bed all I can think of is Niall. Something is bothering him I’m shore of it, but what? He’s not homesick that’s for shore because it’s going on for weeks now. He doesn’t laugh as much as he used to. His smile doesn’t reach his eyes. And for gods sake he just cried in front of my own eyes. It’s obvious that he’s bottling up something. It hurt’s me to know he’s not telling me what it is.
It is so hard to know the person you love is hurting and not knowing what is the cause. Because when you don’t know why they feel the pain you can’t help them. And I love him but I love Perrie too. Ugh! I’m in such a mess! Those were my last thoughts before I fell asleep.
I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock. I got up in a hurry and got ready because if I won’t be downstairs in time our daddy direction is going to bug me whole morning.
My mind started wondering back to yesterday. Niall and his amazing voice. Song that I never heard before and that tear that slipped down his cheek. His eyes . . . that sparkly crystal blue turned in to a dull ice blue colour. Clouded with some kind of sadness. I really want to help him . . . but he won’t let me.
The thing that surprises me is that the other boys don’t get suspicious or even notice his weird behaviour. Ok I understand Louis and Harry haven’t noticed. They are too busy with their feelings for each other to notice. But why Liam hasn’t noticed yet? He is always the one to notice things and he always is very protective of Niall. Hmm . . . maybe he knows what’s wrong with Niall. I will defiantly ask him about that.
I was brought out of my thoughts by a knock on the door.
“Come in!”
The door opened and a certain blonde stepped in to my room.
“Zayn you better get downstairs before Liam’s gone mental.”
That’s just so Liam to stress over nothing. I fallowed him out of my room and downstairs. When Liam saw us . . .
“Finally! Now lets go or we are going to be late for interview!” And with that we all got in to a van and drove of.
(a/n Sorry it’s so short. I will try to make the next one longer. We are getting closer to the accident by the way. What do you know maybe it will happen in next chapter or maybe not. Who knows?! ;) Well we'll see! So comment! )
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Swallowed tears (Ziall) (ON HOLD)
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