In the End

Chapter 2

"Good morning beautiful :) <3" is the text I wake up to the next morning. "Morning:)" I reply. He had to go to work so he said he'd text me on his break, which he did. But stopped replying out of no where, even long after his shift ended. Of course, being the clingy girlfriend I was, I kept texting him. He never even replied. So I texted one of my good friends to get my mind off of it. "I've got something to tell you.." Says my friend, Ale.
"what is it?"
"I don't know if I should say.. It's bad. It's about you and Ben."
"just tell me."
Eventually she did, she told me that he told her that he wanted to break up, but didn't want to break my heart. Eventually I confronted him and he confirmed it. For two days, I tried to get him to stay, but I lost the fight. And him. He was my everything, and I loved him so much (or so I thought). What was I going to do without him?? For months, I cried myself to sleep, resorting to finding strangers to talk to, hoping I'd find someone who could help me feel better. I also talked to my best friend, Tate, about it. Sure he helped me a little, and we hung out a few times. We've become super close since me and Ben broke up, and I have always had feelings for him. Sometimes I think that I might be in love with him, but at the same time, I'm not sure if I know what love even is yet. I know I'm still young, but it could be love. Maybe.