I'm feeling all this ugly guilt
For all the lies that I have spilt
After all the years we've built
Now our axis is on tilt
Cause I was feeling so alone
Even with the love you've shown
Yet my mind just wouldn't own
Your words sounding like a drone
So I picked up my g0d damn phone
Put my heart out there on loan
To a stranger overthrown
By the same life pain and so
Over time we felt connected
It was all so unexpected
Because with him I felt accepted
Not ignored and then rejected
Took for granted and neglected
All my feelings unprotected
And my needs became projected
On this stranger who detected
That my life was so defected
So my tears were his, collected
Now I'm looking at myself and see
A liar, a cheat, an absentee
What was meant for you and me
Cheapened with infidelity
Do you want me to set you free
Cause I don't know now how to be
Just want to know I'm loved and wanted
Instead I'm sat here feeling haunted
