𝙼𝚢 𝙾𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗||𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚎𝚂𝚘𝚘

Chapter Twenty three

Jennie is slowly in healing process for losing her sister jisoo she cut her connection to her sisters,brothers and to others her wife is the only one who can talk to her without being scolded

"Love...nini? You awake?." Lisa asks softly she slowly open the door to see her wife starring into nothing she sigh and carry her wife

"What do you want?" Jennie asks in calm tone

"I want you in new pair of clothes and freshly showered!" lisa said and bring her in the bathroom and put her under the warm shower and hug her "mandu... Stop this... Stop grieving... We can't start a new family because of this" she begged. Lisa is strong really really strong to the point that she never cry in front of mandu even she herself is grieving over the death of her favorite unnie and favorite friend.

"You never know my pain." Jennie said it makes lisa's heart ache

"I know, and if i didn't, you can tell me... How do i know if you never dare to tell me." Lisa wipe her tears of pain she never speak again and just finish showering leaving the love if her life inside the bathroom. she grab some set of new washed clothes and wore it then jennie came out of the shower she ignores her completely and just turn her back slamming the door into loud "thud" she settle herself in the couch drinking whiskey early in the morning "You only think of yourself but you never think about me." She mumble and grip the glass tight until it shuttered in her own hands make some glass to stuck on her flesh and red blood drips on the floor,the pain? Oh well she's numb of physical pain she remove the glass piece one by one and go in the sink to wash the blood away after that she continue drinking again

Meanwhile Jennie

Jennie slaps herself in multiple times, she knew lisa is trying to act tough, and strong especially in front of her. she held her chest as she felt her heart beat goes empty. She badly need to fix the relationship that she fucked up today. she dress up and fix her hair before looking for lisa. The blonde girl was drinking straight to the bottle, with shuttered glasses and some blood drops at the floor.

As she was about to walk near the latters phone ring. lisa pick it up. she never dare to listen in her conversations with someone but her over thinking has taken its toll, so she did she eavesdrop. All she heard is lisa's reply.

"oh...IU... Its been a long time... "

"When? August 07?oh wait lem'me check... Oh! Here im free that day. "

"a date?, IU you know im married. "

"Okay okay be there, see you tomorrow 7pm."

She breathes heavily IU is her biggest competitor over lisa's love, its more like 30/70. 30 is liss's feelings for her and 70 is for IU. She breathe in and out before walking near lisa.

"So... IU huh... " she sain in annoy tone

"I have no time for this!" Lisa pass by her and lay at her bed and shut her eyes

Fights always come to us... Im wondering if how far we can go

Jennie's thoughts make her mind tangled.she sigh its now or never, she better talk to her wife before it gets worse. She follow lisa on the other room to see her there laying

"If you're just here to fought with me, the door is open... Leave" lisa said she sigh and sat on top of her placing her mounds in top of her crotch.

"Im just here as your wife, am i prohibited to be this close to you?. " she asks kissing the perfect jaw line of her only love she caress her left cheeks and kiss the right one "i know, i messed up and im sorry for that lili... Beside i can still make it up to you, right?." She kiss the corner of her lips lisa remain silent and just shut her mouth not replying on that moment jennie knew... She messed it up

"Lili... You know im still grieving the pain is still here. I still can't accept the fact, that my unnie who helps me a lot, pull me out in trouble is already dead." Her tears pure of pain fell on her cheeks lisa look at her and somehow the blonde woman's heart soften in this sight "i know, i know love that you want to start a new family, as we should. Trust me neither I, i do want little you and little us, playing around this big house. Terrorising us with their naughtiness but i can't start a new family, when me myself can't even start fixing my shuttered heart" her tears just keep on falling and in lisa's heart she want to be numb in this sight and act tough but she can't. So using her soft skin she wipe her tears with her thumbs softly as if jennie is a fragile glass

"How can you start fixing yourself?, when you never look at me, and ask for my help. " she use all of her will to be soft for her she cant messed it up just like how jennie did, she sat in bed and wrap her arm on her firm sexy waist and using her nails she scrapes mandu's back softly "you marry me because you love me, and if you marry me it means im part of you, im part of your life, we became one on that very first moment when you state your love for me, and of course our bond became more tough when you fucked me. That's why you should tell me more about your pain, don't think you're alone cause you definitely have me by your side. I always stay as i should, i have no other place to go, when its you my home. I'll be completely lost when you left because i learn to build a shelter in you." She state her love once again its may be indirectly saying i love you but jennie understood the point. Its more like jennie was listening to Shakespeare Sonnet those beautiful poems full of love and passion. And jennie was more than glad for having lisa she sobbed and cry for more this time her pool of tears with pain was replaced by tears of love and happiness

"I don't regret everything that i've done, from stealing you to my cousin from keeping you just for myself. It will be my pleasure, if i have you always." Lisa chuckles and wipe her tears and kiss her eyelids

"Stop grieving love, im sure jisoonie wants us to build our family as we should." The girl lift her chin and met their lips.

The kiss was passionate and tender, it dissolves jennie on her sit the way lisa held her on her hands, and the way lisa secure their lip lock session she moaned secretly as the kiss began to be more wild and deep

"It took me almost 4 years before my heart got ready to say this, I love You Jennie park-kim" lisa finally utter those powerful 8 letter words. It may took too long but her wait is over and Everything is worth it those years are worth it. Jennie felt like she's flying in clouds her happiness took her in universe where amazing things can seen those words took her in year 1990's where every feelings are real.

"Finally!, you said it! I LOVE YOU TOO" she reply and cupped her wife's face and met their lips

The cold weather was gone it was replaced by the start of summer and jennie was happy cause lisa state her love in summer

Lisa love her in the start of summer.

A/N: no "M" for a while HAHAHA and i focus this chapter for JenLisa cause some of you miss them and the next chapters will be back to ChaeSoo

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Which country you came from?, btw, I'm from Philippines, how about you?.