years pass and i am alone,depressed and scared. i get bullied more now because Toby left. it is not his fault really. he is not here to help. and i want to cut so badly. just to cut cut cut cut cut CUT CUT CUT AND CUT!!!!!!!!!!! WITHOUT TOBY I AM GOING CRAZY AND IT HURTS. IT HURTS. SO I DID BUT IN A BAD WAY.
I WAS THINKING IN MY BATHROOM. THE DAY TOBY COMES BACK HOMES. THE SAD PART I CUT SO MUCH IT KILL ME AND I WAS TAKING A BATH TOO. I FEEL THE BLOOD DRIPPING. THE WATER IN MY MOUTH KILLING. I HATE IT BUT IT FEELS SO GOOD. LIKE YOU KNOW NO ONE WANTS YOU. WHY TOBY DID YOU LEAVE ME. WHY THEN ALL I SEE IS BLACK.
" STAY WITH ME. A, STAY WITH ME BABY. DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE. I LOVE YOU BABY"
The next thing i know is hearing again the beeping sounds. And my love is crying. i feel some bad because i made the person i love cry..........
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The depressed girl
Teen FictionHi I am A or know as aviana. I am gothic but emo too. My family is different from me like good,happy,kind family that care s for everyone but me. My mom is a teacher and my dad is a doctor. I have two little brothers and one older who is adopted. Th...
