The depressed girl

Chapter 2 The odd day

I wake up to sun that was on my face. It was warm a kind. So I just smile. That was the first time I smile. Then mom yell at me from down stair and that is when my smile was gone. I got to change. I pull off my shirt that show my cuts all up my arm. Then is when he came in.
"Aviana. Mom needs you know. I think she is piss o-f-f-"
he just stare at me. Toby.
"what do you need?"
" m-om ne-eds y-ou." "Fine. Tell her I will be there in a min."
"Um."
He was blushing then he look at my arms.
"What did yo do to your arms?"
"None of your fucking bees waxs"
He grab my arm that really hurts. So I cry.
"Aviana. I am sorry if I hurt you! Please forgive me!"
I just nod.
"And can't put on a shirt."
"What do you care. I was about to until you walk in."
"Oh"
He left. I just finish getting dress. Took me at less 10 mins. I came down the stair right then mom yells about school and shit. So I told her whatever. I grab my bag for school and left. When I got half way to the school is when smoke. I don't to drugs or drink but I smoke. Until Toby hug me behind.
"Toby. No. No hugs. I hate hugs."
"Why?"
"Ever mind."
"Oh ok"
All that morning Toby hug me. When lunch time came. Grace yell or you can call it bullying me.
"Why is Toby like you. He hates you and he will all was will. He is my boyfriend not yours. Are you unless, easy to hate, your weak, not smart, dumb, stupid, crazy and above all a loser. You will never have friends and your family will hate you like your teachers. Why will people like you. No one will see y-" I hit her so hard she cry. I yell back at her saying things like "I am not stupid or I am very smart and I do have friends.". I was about to kicked when I heard
"Stop this now."
I turn around to see Toby. Grace ran to him but he push her away and yell at her because of the way she treats me. So I ran as far like up on the roof and cry. Then I feel something warm and sweet hug me. I look to see Toby. So I smile.
"I never knew you can smile Aviana. It looks good on you when you smile."
"What does that mean Toby. Should you be with your girlfriend?" I said a mad but blushing.
"No, and she as not my girlfriend is the first places."
I sign then try to leave but Toby won't let me. when he try to stop me that when I fell and drop pills and Reasers.                                                                                                                                                            "why do you have this?"                                                                                                                                   i did not say nothing to him but ran. the he grab my arms and kiss me. i try to push away but it did not work because he was strong so i just give up and kiss back. i forgot that my music be on all day and it was "just a kiss".  then i knew we were.....