Chapter 12

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I have been at my dads for a week now. After seeing that posts zayn put on instagram I realized it was officially over. It still hurt, but being here really helped. Me and my dad have been getting along really well. He seems different than he was before. He actually seems like he cares this time. I hope he doesn't bail on me though.

I was kinda bored my dad was out grocery shopping. I decided to ask Louis if he and Niall wante to hangout. To: Louis hey do u and Niall want to hangout today? I sat there waiting for his reply. My phone buzzed. From :Louis of course. Meet up with us at the park in an hour? To: Louis Okay sounds good!

Finally I have plans other than hanging out with my dad. I took a quick shower and put on some clothes. I decided to leave a little early just in case I got lost. I put the top top down in the car and blared the song "stay" by rhianna. It made me think of zayn. It made me sad. I still loved him, but we were over.

I pulled up to the park. It was gorgeous outside. There was a light breeze and blue skies. It made me feel happy. I saw Louis and Niall playing soccer in the field. Louis was kicking his ass. "hey guys!" I said walking up to them. "Brooke!" they both said. "let's go sit down." niall said out of breath. We sat down under a big oak tree. "so let's get to know eachother!" said Louis. "well I like food." niall said. Me and Louis both started laughing. "what about you Brooke. Were are u from?" louis asked. "I live about 3 hours away, I came to live with my dad to get my mind off things." I said. "get your mind off what?" Niall asked. "I just broke thing off with someone I really loved." I said looking down. "what was this lads name?" Louis asked. "ummm... Zayn." I was biting my lip to keep from crying. I looked up Niall and Louis were looking at eachother. They looked surprised.

"what was his last name?" asked niall. "malik." I said. They gasped. "oh my gosh, we know him he used to live here!" said Louis. "are u serious?" I asked. "yeah, he had to move away because he got new foster parents." said Niall. What the hell? I didn't know any of this. "where are his parents?" I asked. "They died." said Louis.

At this point I was crying. They told me everything. Zayns parents died when he was only 5. He was in the car with them, but he was the only one who survived. Zayn has been moving around from around foster parents. He used to live here but his foster parents couldn't handle him. He always got into trouble.

After hearing this I just left. I couldn't hear about it anymore. I probably fucked him up even more. I was still angry with him but we needed to talk about this. I need to apologize. I understand if he doesn't want to be with me but he needs to know I'm here for him.

I sat on the couch and dialed his number from the house phone. "hello?" he said. I was scared. "zayn it's Brooke." I said he didnt say anything. "um hey." he finally said. "I know that I left on bad terms but we really need to talk." I said. "would u be willing to come down here?" I asked him. "yeah I guess." he sounded mad. "okay come tomorrow I will text you the adress." I said. he just hung up.

************(next day)********

I woke up early. Zayn text me and said he would be here in an hour. I was nervous. When we talked on the phone he sounded hurt and mad at me. I just needed to tell him that I didn't mean anything. Even though he kissed Sydney I still don't hate him. I love him.

I heard a loud knock on the door. I opend it up. His eyes were all red. He had Been crying. "hey" I said quietly. "hi." he said bluntly. We sat on the couch. "zayn I didn't bring you here to take you back, I know you've moved o-" he cut me off. "I did not move on this whole fucking car ride I was crying. You didn't listen to me when you left." he said. "what do mean?" I asked. "Sydney kissed me I pushed her away. But you didn't give me a chance to explain you just took off." he said. I believed him. "you know I thought you said you trusted me Brooke." he looked down. I didnt know what to say. "I do. I really did think that you kissed her though. I barely even know you zayn. I found out about you." I said he looked confused. "I know your adopted and I know your parents passed away." I said. He looked down. Tears streaming down his face. "why didn't you tell me?" I asked. "because I didn't want peoeple treating me different because I had a bad life." he said. "I get it. I'm sorry. I dont want you to feel like i hate you because I don't. Zayn I love you and I made a big mistake." I said. "how do I know your not going to leave me again?" he asked. "I guess we don't know that." I said. "we both broke promises and we both get hurt." I said looking down.

He got closer wrapping his arms around me. He was crying. "never leave me again Bo I can't stand not being with you. I tried to move on, but I couldn't." he said kissing my forehead. "I can't live without you zayn, I want you to stay." I said I was crying too. We have a bond I can't even explain. I didn't want him to let go.

We both jumped up when we heard the door open. My dad was home. We both wiped our tears. Zayn got up an walked over to my dad. "I'm zayn" he said. My dad shook his hand, and whispered something in his ear. I pulled zayn up to my room.

ZAYNS POV***

Me and Brooke were just laying in her bed. Her dad whispered in my ear, 'thank you for keeping her safe'. I don't think he realizes how much we have Hurt eachother. I felt guilty. I promised Brooke that I wouldn't hurt her, but for some reason we end up hurting eachother. The weird thing is we couldn't stay away from eachother no matter how many times we hurt eachother. I think this time its different though. There are no lies, she now knows everything about me. I felt bad I didnt tell her. It made me sad talking about it though. I missed my parents so much. Brooke was in my arms. She had fallen asleep.

Beep beep beep beep! My alarm woke both of us up. I was sad I had to leave but my foster parents wanted me home. "babe I don't want you to leave!" brooke said in a sleepy voice. "I have to I'm sorry." I said kissing her gently. I got up and got my stuff together. She walked me to my car. "i will be home in a week." she said to me. "okay. I love you." i said. "love you too!" he said back. I kissed her deeply. I got in my car and drove away. It was so hard leaving her.

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