You Have My Back ~ { Donghun x reader }

' Hey again Tiny thing '

I . am. ready.
The evening will relax me for sure; I will meet my 5 best friends in probably very sexy outfits, what are people asking for?

Besides, I am superb. I very rarely throw flowers to myself but tonight? I can.
I contemplate myself and study every detail. It only lacks my red lipstick and it will be perfect. For my hair, they are black plated at the back with the small strand on the front. I don't care about making sensation but here it's inevitable.
I smile at myself and leave putting on a jacket while I'm indoors

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The pub is not very far from home, I arrive quickly.

I see in the distance 4 beautiful kids greeting me and exclaiming like fools. I take them in my arms while receiving me a thousand and one praises. They are adorable. All of Them. I love them with my whole heart and it feels like home with 'em. They are more than my friends, soulmates, I would never let them go and it's reciprocal.

So there is Yoon my sweetness, my Sunchan Yuchan, Kwanie my protégé and Junhee my little clown. Dong is still missing, the great sexy wise Man

́ he went to order us a tour ́ Kwanie told me as if he had read in my thoughts. A habit with us. '

I see a silhouette approaching in the distance and I had, for a few seconds, a huge doubt. It was his approach, his smile. No doubts with these falling eyes whether it's Dong but.. But so different.

' Hey again , tiny thing '

"Hi grandpa"

We exchange a huge smile. I was shocked but not disappointed at all looking at the new style;
No long White hair anymore which softening him and I have in front of me a Donghun with very short and brown hair.

'You took our conversation this morning very seriously mh ́

́ I asked for your opinion but I didn't specify that it was for me, ́ raising his eyebrow and smirking at me

́ It suits you so well..."

Short hair in some men is divine. But him was another level.

́ our drinks are served, we should go in for a drink in honor of my new hairstyle, dont you think? ́

We all laugh and go.

A large round table was waiting for us with glasses and aperitif on it. The music was great. It really announced a good night.

́ I think the waiter forgot that we were going to be 6 and not 5, he forgot a drink. I just wanted to put down my ass... ́ Said Dong in annoyed way, as if he wanted nothing to spoil the party.

́ don't move, I'll get it. Your ass will be able to stay seated, Grandpa ́

I loved calling him like that, probably because of my insolence. I don't know if he liked it but it became normal. To tell the truth, I am the only one he has never yelled when he was nicknamed with it.

He smiles in the corner looking at the table then... I finally take off my jacket and then reveal the front of my outfit.

He is looking at me. The other boys too and I get too many compliments again for my taste. I didn't know where to put myself anymore.

But Hun didn't say anything. He just stayed straight ahead of me, without smiling, just with bright and drooping eyes as usual...

I don't know why but it make me want to play and test him. Why does he looked so interested and then so detached ? And why it feels like my chest is Burning looking into his eyes trying to have a reaction...

I move to the bar and now reveal my bare back. Now i play.

Dong ended up speechless. Without control. The face relaxed. He even didn't know why he felt that. A heat spreading in his brain. Electricity in the legs. He turns his head away as if to chase away this sensation but fails to look at my back again.

I pick up my drink and come to sit down.
Yuchan and Jun ask to sit next to me. Dong is in front of me.

We have such a pleasant night. Chill. No worries. But I would lie if I said that nothing crosses my mind.
In reality, I don't know what's going on. I can't find the words or the meaning.
And I am sure that by crossing The man's gaze in front of me he feels the same thing.

He seems distant because he shows no expression on his face at times when in fact inside it's a completely different feeling.
He is gentle. It emanates good things. We feel reassured. with him. Wrapped in something indescribable.

I understand here that we spent too long seconds looking in other eyes as if time had stopped again.

I turn my head and smile at myself. As if I understood that something had definitely changed between us...

I decide to get up to bring some trays back to the bar and pick up the new drinks. Donghun came with me to help me. He was behind me and put the trays on the counter.
We are waiting. In silence. We have never been afraid of silence. Silences can say more than words. Be more meaningful and obvious.

We end up looking at each other over again as if it was the only way for us to tell what is goin on Inside.

́ you're wonderful tonight..."

I laugh. I'm not used to hearing him say that way

́ don't laugh? I sincerely think it ́

And by saying that he puts his hand on my column to be friendly but it was like a collision.

Electricity strikes me on the spot. I think it shocked us both. As a trigger.

I'm in Tense. Without understanding why. Our eyes are immersed in each other with so much information passing through our eyes.

Instinctively I get closer to him not letting his gaze go away  . He raises down his fingers along my column very slowly... he draws me dangerously towards him, looking at my lips.

And I leave with the drinks. Acting like a brat, instinctively.

I understood. I understood at that time that we will never see our relation the same way again.